I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want

I want you!

My heart sometimes aches so deeply for things I miss that is surprises me. I think this is one of the strongest emotions I have, and it kind of frightens me.

It sucks being attractive sometimes. You ugly bitches should take comfort in the fact that when you do get compliments, they mean so much more than those who only notice when they're not being given.

There's an RA at Kerr named Mary and damn she is gorgeous! Always laughin and smiling, and that body?? Damn... I keep wanting to go up to her but don't know if she's into white dudes

I'm willing to expect comments on this post to be along the lines of go out there and actually talk to these women you pussy or perhaps actually grow a pair of balls... but you see I do but none of them actually show any interest in me and when they do show some interest give me the slightest bit of hope they put me on the hook and make me think I actually have a chance. so women do me a favor tell me no! not "maybe" not a "just not ready for relationship at the moment" so tell me No. because as much as you wish not to hurt me not telling me the truth hurts more. so here's my actual confession to the girl this concerns and I'm pretty sure you know who you are no longer give any shit about you.

I'm a girl who's attracted to bad boys and jerks...Nice guys finish last.

It always feels hot to me in the music building. Does the heater always run in there even when it's not cold outside? Shit. Turn the cool air on, and quit being cheap.

Just to clarify on my previous "I refuse to room with a black girl post"
The kind of BLACK GIRLS I'm taking about are the ones that say:

Betroom instead of bedroom
Mo instead of more
Skrimp instead shrimp
Foe instead of four
Chue instead of you

When you speak English and we can have a convo without you using words like that perfect lets be roomies ...there shouldn't be a language barrier between races and if you want to speak like that or if you have a HABIT to speak like that room with someone who FUCKING understands you bec this very white girl does not that's all I'm trying to say