I started feeling this tommy gets thinker... Am pregnant... Am a dude!

to both the Allisons that commented on the "girl I met in Hawaii and saw at UNT post." if it wasnt you he was looking for dont worry id still tap that ;)

I recently saw a post I know is about me about how I am a cold heartless selfish *expletive* etc for "letting [a guy] think he had a chance" with me and for "continuing to talk to him and put him on the hook if I wasn't interested." When you see this I know you won't be sure this is to you, and I will not admit this was me in person because of what I'm about to say, but from the bottom of my heart I am sorry. When you texted me. . I texted back. I thought we were friends and I never intended to give you the wrong impression by talking so often. When you asked me out it took me by surprise and I didn't say no because I wasn't willing to give you a chance...I can't. I am in no position to be dating. I was physically emotionally and verbally abused all throughout my childhood by both my parents, last year a friend I trusted sexually assaulted me and intended to rape me although he thankfully didn't get the chance, and the only boyfriend I ever had cheated on me and broke my heart. I don't trust men. I am working on it...and if I figure out my problems I will give you a call. But please don't wait for me, I pray you forgive me for hurting you one day, and I really am more sorry than you know.

I don't understand why some people don't get the meaning of "just friends." Stop trying to be something more with me because it is never going to happen. I am not attracted to you at all.

I am a girl and in high school I had a really close knit group of guy friends. Here it seems like no guys are really interested in being just friends or close to a girl unless they are going to benefit from it. Not one guy I have met knows a thing about my past, my family, or my true personality. Guys I'm not saying there are no good ones out there, just none I have been able to find. And trust me I KNOW it is unrealistic of me, but what I want more than anything in the world is a guy best friend(s) who will just order pizza and watch movies with me when we don't feel like getting dressed up and going out. A guy who I can go out and drink with and trust to watch out for me if I get into trouble, and i'll help talk him up to pretty girls I know he'd be into. A friend I can tell my past to who won't judge me, and one who will trust me enough to tell me his. A friend who lets me crash on his couch when we've studied too late, and who I could get up and surprise by making a big breakfast for. A friend who cares about me as a person, and who never doubts how much I care for him. Someone I can be silly with, work out with, road trip with, and that would be happy with just being my best friend and never even fathom ruining our friendship with sex...all I want is a friendship with a guy or a couple guys that is REAL...

So appearntly I'm a "selfish bitch" because my fiance and friends are unable to watch my sister's dog while we're on vacation and she doesn't trust anyone else with her dog. Oh the joys of having a sister.

The north Texas cheerleader that was at public house tonight had the nicest ass I've seen in a long time I literally couldn't not stop staring out it. So to you, the girl at Public House on Monday the 25th, thank you. Sincerely, all the men there that night

You know my writing style by now and I know for a fact that you read these. I'm over you, completely. You need to make nice for my sanity. One conversation with me wouldn't hurt you. We actually have a mutual hate for each other, believe it or not. I have my person to go to when things get rough and I know they'll always be there, so that's not why I need this conversation to happen. It's just long overdue. Be a man and do what you know is right.