Today I ordered Jason's deli, and the guy who delivered my food...I would date him in a heartbeat he was so adorable! He made me laugh and smile for the brief moment we were together... I wonder if he thought I was cute! 4/14 :) you have my number if you want to contact me..

Warning, I'm about to go on a ranting rampage... Okay so, I'm currently going to fail at least one of my classes this semester, because I have a real problem dealing with stress. I'm constantly getting stressed out over tests, I'm constantly stressed out at work, and if a homework assignment stresses me out way more than it probably should, I procrastinate on said homework assignment, which in the end causes me stress. On top of all of that, I'm a major stress eater. Lately I feel completely miserable and I don't have very much self-confidence to begin with. Within the last week I have dropped about 10 pounds from being so miserable that I barely ate anything. I just don't want to feed my stress by eating a bunch of shit anymore. I feel like nobody has faith in me anymore and that everyone thinks I won't amount to much of anything. My parents have gotten to the point where they are supporting hopes and dreams of my younger sister, that she doesn't even have. And it just so happens, those were my dreams before they were both shot down, mainly by my dad. I'm just so sick and tired of feeling like I don't exist or that I'm going to fail because my priorities have never been straight my entire life. Like, where were my parents when I asked to join a soccer team in elementary? Asthma is no excuse, I didn't have asthma. And I did fine in athletics through Junior High. And yet, my sister has been in soccer for 10 years or more, since elementary school. I miss feeling like I'm important to the important people in my life.

Is it weird that i take my iPad in with me to take a shit?

4/14/13

Sometimes I walk down my boyfriend's hall in West without pants.

My fantasy is one big room full of 300 plus pound fat bitches and a tub a jello yahhhhhh jello

I was checking out this cute girl at the Rec as we were both doing legs. I got a better view as she walked right by me but I also smelled a distinct strong odor of fish surrounding her. I then changed my whole leg routine to avoid getting close to said girl..

I fucking love weed and I love Texas. But if Texas doesn't get it's shit together with legalizing, Imma be off to Washington or some shit.

ATTENTION EVERY GIRL OUT THERE: y'all aren't the only ones with needs that need to be met. If you are in a relationship and truly love your boyfriend, HAVE SEX WITH HIM! Regardless whether you want to or not! Don't being complaining when he leaves you for someone else when it could easily be prevented if you would just satisify him! Sex is an integral part to every relationship. So DO YOUR JOB ladies and make sweet love to your significant others. We give y'all sex whenever you want it. All we are asking is to return the favor.