I'm currently dating a guy right now and not sure if I'm in love with him or not. He's even living with me right now and I'm still questioning it. I obviously care about him but maybe I don't really KNOW what "Love" is. How do you know when you're "In Love" with someone? I just feel like being in love is such a desire in people. Is it because of Hollywood and their interpretation of love? I mean, love doesn't necessarily have to be so cheesy. Maybe I'm not ready to accept it. Regardless, I don't know what to do. I also kinda want to see other people but I don't want to stop what I have with this guy. I'm afraid of losing him. Maybe I'm just afraid of being alone. Any advice?

Date: 4/24/13
Time: 12:21am

Ok, Mila Kunis, Sofia Vergara, and Meagan Good. Fuck one, marry one, kill one go!

I saw Casey M. on campus today for the first time. He is more twinkishly gorgeous than his photo shows. Dear lawd jeezus.

UNT confessions is not as entertaining anymore. Just a bunch of whiny people seeking for attention. It is confessions not desperations. Guys grow balls that's the only way to impress a women with confidence. Mopping around and asking to get laid online will not get you no where. Same with women have your ovaries on the outside and do something rather than complain. The worse thing is just getting a no.

I have high standards for when I am being waited on at a restaurant. If you don't meet my standards it will reflect in your tip. Tipping is a gift. I'm not giving you money if you don't earn it.
4/23/13

It's time to wash my bed sheets... But they still smell like her and I feel pathetic for wanting to hold on to that. I honestly just love the smell and only miss her a little. She was a total bitch to me after all

Derrick is fine af!

Having sex when people can obviously hear you is so past disrespectful. I'm not saying this because I don't get any or because I'm mad or I hate the person etc., but if it makes everyone in the rooms around you uncomfortable to hear you moaning and the you skin slapping against his, please be considerate. This is getting ridiculous. It's not hard to be just a bit quieter. Thanks.