To the beautiful girl sunbathing in a two piece, on the grass, next to the path between Lowry Woods and the gym. Just gotta say wow! :D
I would have sat down to talk to you but clearly i was over dressed :p
-Instant Admirer :) (guy)

To my first true love. I will admit I was not the best girlfriend. And it's a shame that I realized what you are to me after you're gone. I hate seeing you, someone who I used to do everything with, and now we act like strangers. But I just hope you know that I don't love my current boy the way that I loved you. I compare every guy I meet to you and you are my standard. I've been sad because I know I will never find someone like you again and I really messed up with you. I have a man in my life now who loves me unconditionally, and I appreciate it more and more each day. Because I've realized there's too many good things in life to be negative all the time. You're just wasting time you could be spending happy. So even though I wish I could change things that happened in the past, I'm going to make the best of the future.

So, one of my teachers is a lesbian, which is fine, but she brought up her sex life in class and I had to leave.

I really hate so many of my teachers. They refuse to let me talk in class because I have different opinions than they do. I have received bad grades because of writing on a subject that they don't like and I'm really tired of it!

Soooo I keep hearing that black guys at this school have zero chance in regards to interracial dating. I haven't experienced negatives or positives in dating here because I am too busy most days. But if this is true it's definitely discouraging. Can someone grow a pair and give me facts on this subject? And please hold nothing back. I am open to all feedback.

I love you as much as I love making money in gta
5 <3!
-Spray and Pray-

Iv put myself out there twice now. Both seem like nice guys but one at a time they fade away. Slowly stop texting and just seem like they wanted someone to listen to their life and hangout but not someone they could actually care about. Neither guys have even tried asking me much about my life which show me i must not be finding the right guys. These just happen to be the first fellas since my last relationship to even care enough to ask me on a date. I'm wanting to know, where are all u smart caring dudes who wanna smoke and cuddle? Like I'm not going all out and wanting to sex it up and or do the girlfriend thing again but heck id like someone who wants to talk and spend time together. I suppose I'v been feeling this way because for the last two years I had someone. Now it's just me and I miss having company, even if it was a good friend. Those even seem hard to comeby these days.

:/ I thought college was suppose to be where you make life long friends? Or was that high school? Ugh

The only way I could get motivated to study for my midterm was to blast trap... now all I want to do is get this test over with and rave #wherearemyfluffies