Anna M, your ID is at the front desk of Guinn.

-Kind Stranger

I'm a graduating senior and I can barely get out of bed for anything school-related. The struggle is real #senioritis

It's crazy how you can be burdened with suicidal thoughts in your dorm at 4 to 5 in the morning and still manage to walk around with a smile on your face. I'm afraid of once again ending up in that dream where I keep falling and falling.

Sarah A is beautiful. Just throwing it out there

are girls really into fat guys? I keep getting told that many women love big guys, but hell I can't catch a break lol. All the ones I attract are boring or have psychological issues...The last one was talking about killer herself. The one before that only wanted to text me. Even when we were in the same room If I asked her something she would text me an answer.

If I get one more email sent from a student regarding official TWU (I'm looking at you, lowry RA's) or student org business that is full of grammatical errors, slang and misspellings, I might scream. You might want to start double checking your flyers and posted notices, too. You are all educated enough to be in college, and were chosen to represent the U... present your communication as such!!!!

I need an escape from this madness. If it wasn’t for the fact that it’s almost over I think I would go insane. I am tired of being alone even when I am around the people here. I need someone to be with, not even in a romantic fashion… I just need someone to talk to without prejudice or worrying about them questioning or judging my mental stability (which college is slowly draining). I know this will never happen because I neither trust others nor could I turn to others because I have become the foundation for so many other people that it is hard to have an anchor of my own. All my life I have done nothing but quell peoples’ worries, saving lives, and prevent suicides. Years of my life spent on helping others selflessly... yet I myself cannot be shown the same kindness? Maybe I should just stop being selfless and kind. Maybe I should stop trying to save others when no one is willing to do the same?
But if I take an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth we would all be blind and drinking soup. So I guess I will suffer in silence and do what I can to save others from this sinking ship while I drown. All I ask in return is that everyone that reads this takes a moment to reflect on those who have helped them in any way, big or small, and thank them. It doesn’t matter if the accept it or not. Even if they seem like they are on top of everything they may be crying behind that smile.

I like the smell of my own farts ;)