There's this guy named Johnny. He's probably the cutest thing I've ever seen in my entire life.

I transferred and damn it seems like all of the cute Asian girls are taken. :/

You know, I could always tell when I have strong feelings for girl when love songs remind me of her. I know it's stupid, but it works for me; but the thing is I don't know who to think of anymore.
I hate pouring myself, my love, into someone and being ignored. But what's the worst is the unappreciative feeling that others seem to give off. I'm not blaming anybody, because there's nobody to blame. I know this because I've thought about the "us", that never was, for a while now. And I see it unfathomable to go on this way, what I need is something that I've been waiting for as, as a person, for some quite time now. I might not know exactly what it is that I need, but I know it's not you; at least not yet.
However, not being appreciated is what I hate the most... and I know that hate is a strong word. And know, that it doesn't mean that I hate anything or anybody...I have no reason to. Hate, truthfuly, takes a lot of energy out of me, or any person for that matter.
We need not think about the things we hate, but rather of the things we enjoy and those who we love. Many times for me, that has been friends. Friends that have been there from the beginning,friends that have gotten lost along the way, or people are simply on their own journey, and friends that are gonna be there till' the end.
So that's what I choose to love...to embrace. Those who not only appreciate me, but accept me for who I am. I love my friends, in such a way that is hard for me to love others; sometimes this even applies to family. The thing is though, that's truly the only way that I can love, because love should never be anything of amazing
So when I leave for my day, I know that everything is meant to be loved. Loving like this, wears you down though... but the thing is it's worth it, you as something that can takes up space and can be perceived, are worth it.
John Green, more or less, said that in this world you might not choose whether or not you get hurt, but you do have some say in who hurts you. I've liked my choices so far, have you.

I just want her to see that it's not physical. I'm not trying to get in her pants. It's different with this one. I do just want to give her heart a break.

To the cute girl that was wearing a long, blue dress today
I saw you walk into C store today at like 4:30. you are so pretty. we walked right past each other and we also smiled at each other. I wish i had talked to you.

SO i have a boyfriend and a bestt friend that i was in love with and when i first saw him the other day after a long time i felt those feelings again but now all i wanna do is go crazy on him and do very sexual things to him....god idk what to do.

I walked back from church this evening yelling at God. Some guy with a white styrofoam cup randomly shouted out at me saying he felt led to pray for me! I'm not that naive. Never trust a guy with a styrofoam cup...especially at night.

I wanted to fuck you but u never made ur move... Oh well