Whenever I go through stuff, the person who put me thru is always able to move on. WHY CANT I?!?!?!? Ugh! This freakking sucks!! Sometimes I really wanna get even >:/

I really feel like crao after a convo I just had w/ a loved. Everytime I have a conflict its always my fault which makes me feel plagued. I feel like I'm better off w/o human contact b/c no one ever understands me or the way I feel. I'd be lying if I said I hadn't considered suicide (sigh)... I feel so lost and confused with no one to talk to.

Signed a lonely lost soul

we all go to The Underground basically just for the greasy, cheesey, calorie-dense burgers. dont lie.

I just want to vent:
I saw college as an opportunity to start over from my difficult past or at least find the support to help me succeed in my studies. It is now the second semester of my freshman year and I already want to throw in the towel... not just here but in all aspects of this miserable life.
I have tried VERY hard making and finding freinds here at school or even UNT, and not only did I fail, I accumulated hatred against me from an overwhelming amount of people. I have absolutely nobody to talk to or at least have them pretend to befreind me. So I tried to cope with being a "loner" but all that to say, its MUCH harder than I make it look.
Aside from this, I no longer can focus in any of my classes, although I am enthralled by my courses, teachers, and I really want to learn... I cant seem to anymore.
Every morning is a fight in my head to get out of bed, and coming out and seeing people who have nothing but ill-will and disgust at me for who I am feeds my need to revert back in a shell.
Everyone on my floor hates me.
I am the "black sheep" of the floor.
Even my roomates are ashamed to call me their "roomate".
And seeing the cancerous being I apparently must call my "ex" on a daily basis here, laughing at my face as I drown deeper into the madness they triggered me into falling into, hurts me so damn much.
A mix of settling in a far and foreign environment, the first time on my own, no supportive family back home, no freinds, a guy who eviscerated my heart and pissed on it, an intriguingly mounting workload and an increasingly crippling mental imbalance spiraling me lower into a sea of depression all make me want to pull my own plug.
Despite my circumstances, my drive to better myself through a higher education for a better career so I can get myself the fuck out of the ghetto I call home is the only thing that keeps me going, at least somewhat. But I am running out of energy, patience, and sanity. College and the emotional toll it carries is NOT what I expected.
I dont know how much longer I can make it...but *I* hope the best for myself.
-a disposable teen

Well I was just about to tell the person that I loved them but before I could tell that person, they said that they like someone else. Im holding back the tears.

I dig the dark girls and have always been curious. I'd take a black girl home any day over a white girl. Or both. I'm Latino

I think girls go to the gym just for the guys. I never see them working out hard core.

I've never had a boyfriend...I just want someone to love...