What is up with Lowry woods apartments!? I understand things need to be clean, but I didn't know we were in Nazi Germany! Seriously five dollars for a nail hole in the wall and there're not even providing touch up paint! Oh and the hell with your scentsy/ extension cord rules and charge of 50$. Oh and I believe all roommates should be present when room inspections happen because the fat lazy ones check out early and leave. I understand I signed the paper, but Oh well just never been in an apartment that was this Nazi over things.

saw some girls putting their feet in the fountain today.. can they not? Do they know we have a pool? I like to study there I don’t want to be next to water infected by their feet. I’m so ready for summer!

So the summer before this school year started I was involved with a guy, and we hung out all the time and pretty much spent all day everyday together. Then once I got to school he had to move to a different state for his job. We said that nothing would change but a week after he left I quit hearing from him, and when he came home it seemed like he only wanted to see me for one reason... So I moved on. I've been talking to this new guy who is very sweet and makes me happy but idk if I can actually see myself with him, mainly because I'm scared of getting hurt like I have every other time in the past. I have no I what I want or what I'm going to do any more.

this semester has not been what i thought it would be back in august, my life has completely flipped upside down and i have found myself failing 3 of the 4 classes i am in, and I'm a good student this has never happened to me, I feel completely defeated. it wouldn't even matter if i made a 110 on my final i still would not pass. School was the only thing I could control, and I let my problems get in the way of that
feeling hopeless ...

To the girl on the bench waiting for the bus this morning (may 5th), yes I was checking you out, You are gorgeous!. I even paused right in front of you putting my sunglasses on but couldn't get enough courage to say hello. I was wearing a yellow shirt and headband.

Some people are just a waste of skin! So tired of this worthless woman (and she is) lying to her child time and time again. She only does things for her gain, she cares more about going to Colorado and transporting weed back to Texas. If he did not live with her I would turn her in but it would mess things up for him even more. (He is 22 not 2 by the way.)How can a mother lie again and again? First she is "dying" with cancer and only has a few months left to live and now more than a year later she is fine as long as she has her weed or liquid weed that she gets from a doctor in Colorado then brings back to Texas. She always has plenty to sell to her "Normal" friends. STOP LYING TO THOSE KIDS!!! Never have wished for someone's death but the world would be better off. I feel bad for feeling this way but it is how I feel. UGGHHHHHHH!

I don't know how to be happy.

Im a girl, and I have constant thoughts of having at least once experience of what it feels like to have a female friends with benefits, nothing long term, just a one time secretive thing, but I just feel like I could never initiate it! Is it something I should just forget about?