My best friend is a guy. We have class together, we work together, we spend a lot of our free time together. Everyone who knows us thinks we should date. When we go out together people always assume we are dating. I don't want to date him, he is my safe haven, my voice of reason, he is the person I look to when anything happens to me (good or bad), he's the only person I feel like I can trust some days.

To the 'child' that thinks he's hilarious when he turns out the lights in a room where people are studying: I know who you are now, and your professor is now aware of your bullshit. Grow the fuck up or drop out you tone-deaf P.O.S.

Did anyone else ever get paddled in high school? lol :P

Confession.. I am very bad at making friends. I have not found a local church anywhere that I enjoy. Actually, I am bad at socializing in general unless I have known the person for a while. As you will soon find out, its really hard for me to make a friend that will stay with me that long. The couple people I thought were my friends did not want to keep in touch with me. I am far away from home and I have nothing to do with my time except course work. On the bright side, I have managed all A's and B's so far. I am beginning to ask myself: what significance do good grades and a good job have if I cannot socialize and make friends like a normal human being? I am trying. I really am. I throw myself into awkward situations on the daily trying to socialize. Luckily I can laugh at myself; I got pretty good at that. I studder from time to time which does not help me either. I dont keep up with celebrities or many TV shows or movies. I am honestly a pretty lame guy. I only enjoy what I have discovered for myself and to be completely honest, I have run all my hobbies straight into the ground. I spent so much time on them that all of the joy I used to feel from participating is gone. I just am different from everyone else and the frustrating thing is I do not know what is different about me. Is this some sort of condition like a mild autism? Am I an introvert? I thought introverts did not desire social interaction, which I am struggling without right now.

Confession.. I am very bad at making friends. I have not found a local church anywhere that I enjoy. Actually, I am bad at socializing in general unless I have known the person for a while. As you will soon find out, its really hard for me to make a friend that will stay with me that long. The couple people I thought were my friends did not want to keep in touch with me. I am far away from home and I have nothing to do with my time except course work. On the bright side, I have managed all A's and B's so far. I am beginning to ask myself: what significance do good grades and a good job have if I cannot socialize and make friends like a normal human being? I am trying. I really am. I throw myself into awkward situations on the daily trying to socialize. Luckily I can laugh at myself; I got pretty good at that. I studder from time to time which does not help me either. I dont keep up with celebrities or many TV shows or movies. I am honestly a pretty lame guy. I only enjoy what I have discovered for myself and to be completely honest, I have run all my hobbies straight into the ground. I spent so much time on them that all of the joy I used to feel from participating is gone. I just am different from everyone else and the frustrating thing is I do not know what is different about me. Is this some sort of condition like a mild autism? Am I an introvert? I thought introverts did not desire social interaction, which I am struggling without right now.

Since this will never be posted on tntech confessions, everyone sucks a dick especially the moderators for making it boring as fuck.

To be honest I just want some friends to play this MMO with...

I would love to have casual sex with someone at the TTU library. NSA. Just great orgasms and thank you. I know I am not the only person who just gets horny on campus.