#6021 Am I the only girl that doesn't go stalker mode when I go out of town for a few days and hes still at school? That's pretty much the only way to get away from the girls and have guy time! You go have fun booboo, I know I am (:

#6008 I confess that I fantasize about committing suicide a good bit. I do not have a "hard" life, I have never been abused, I am not overwhelmed with responsibility I can't handle, there's no reason why I should always feel this way..why? This morning I woke up and the first thing I thought of was taking the belt out of my closet and hanging myself from the hook on the door. Yesterday I fantasized about shooting myself with my handgun. The day before I fantasized leaving my car on in a garage and just slipping away. When I was taking a shower this morning I imagined cutting up my wrists and bleeding out in the shower. Sometimes I think about walking in front of a big truck when I'm at school. I think the most frequent suicide fantasy I have is the one where I kill myself with carbon monoxide.

I've attempted suicide once when I was in high school and I didn't tell anyone about it. I was happy I was dumb enough to think the medication (and amount) I took was capable of killing me.

I don't want anyone to know I have these tendencies and this is one of the only times I have ever tried to say something about it and the only reason I am is because it's anonymous. How am I supposed to walk into the University Counseling Center and just tell them what I told you without being institutionalized? I won't put this burden on anyone outright either, there is no point in talking to my friends or family about this because they're just going to tell me to take medicine or they will send me to a nut house also. As of now I would rather kill myself than be a mental hospital zombie. I know this needs to change though. Sharing my thoughts with you has made me feel a little better. thanks.

#6009 My girlfriend goes to SE and hangs out with a bunch of guys and rarely tells me about them, then gets mad if I start asking questions. I'm sorry but if I was constantly hanging out with girls I'm pretty sure she wouldn't like it either.

"Q"- Can't have a working relationship without trust. Getting to know her friends might ease your mind without prying her for details and seeming controlling or clingy.
That being said, ole'girl should be open about her friends. Don't be sketch and then expect your S/O to just let it go.

#6007 I confess that I don't think Christan SELU students should judge us Atheists students. First, your bible condemns it. Second, I'm not the one praying to myself, faking like I'm catching the "holy ghost", reading a book that has talking snakes, giants, and believe that one day Jesus will come down from Heaven and take all the Christians back to Heaven where they will sing while drinking milk and honey. Talk about someone being delusional

#6014 So me and this guy started talking and he is incredible. I've never felt like this with any other guy I've ever talked to. The catch is he is 8 years older than me. How do I go about telling my parents? They're all I have so keeping this secret from them just isn't going to work for me.

"Q"- If he's truly a great guy for you and makes you happy then your parents shouldn't disown you. It's 8 years not 40.

#6007 "Q"- Prewarning, this one's long, but hot damn

I must confess something that ticked me extremely off, this is VERY long. I took my roomies soap, because i thought he had stolen that soap bar that i took and my shampoo. after many many hours later when he returns, and i've already calmed down, i asked politely if he had taken my shampoo or soap... in which he replies no. i then say well im sorry, i thought you did and i took your bar of soap which i thought you stole... in which he gets extremely pissed and starts ranting and yelling at me, not listening to a word i say, and after a while another african american walks by and i tell him about it, and i could tell he was a bit dumbfounded on how pissed my roomie was. out of all of it, i kept in a calm fashion most of the time, and only said "N" word once, because of him calling me white trailer trash, and refer to the caucasians as untrustworthy and etc. I however did not judge him based on race, in-fact before this me and him got along great. I tried to calm him down many times when he was pissed so he can think it a bit more clearly. I know if y'all hear of this you will find out who i am, but we have resolved the matter. he will transfer to where his roommate will also be his color and will barely be in the room. I personally got ticked through the time of him being here noticing candy wrappers, dust, and many other things on my side of the room, in which he lives in a "sloppy" or "ordered chaos" type matter. It is 2:00am when he arrive to the dorm. I still hear, while typing this, him insulting me and all. I have remained quite and let him Vent, but he said multiple times "you are lucky i want to go to college" and "i'll get someone else to fight you" so IDK whether to report or not for DEATH THREATS in a way, i realize i am in the wrong. But, i definitely know he is in the wrong from the badgering he is doing. If any of y'all have any advice on how i should've re-acted, calmed him down, or anything. i would love to know. Reply Anon if need.

"Q"- I'm not going to sugar coat this. You both sound like idiots for escalating an issue over soap. Also, sack up, he's not threatening to kill you he's threatening to kick your ass. There's a difference.

10 points to whoever drove into the RA Shop . Way to go!

#6109 I confess I am looking for a girl just to be friends with benefits with. Any girl intrested