#6763 If you asked me years ago, I would have never told you this is what my life would be. A constant state of misery. Hopelessly lusting after someone in a relationship that hopes to seek no gain. A love unreturned that doesn't seem to quit. Knowing it's not healthy and its demoralizing affects hasn't quite deterred my broken spirit. Still I try to be who he needs, knowing that even with all needs met I won't be the one he wants. I will never grow or prosper here. I am constantly beaten down and broken. I was never the girl to let herself go. Passions, beliefs, wants, needs...they have all dissipated in my desire to fool him into wanting me. This love hasn't blinded me. I know he's an ass and I know he's not right, no the love hasn't blinded me its paralyzed me. I know all these things, yet still I do not leave. I'd prefer to be hurt by him than miserable alone. Sitting here hoping one day he comes home to realize I'm just who he needs, I'm the one fighting for him, pushing him to do better, believing in him. I'm the girl for him. But in trying to be this girl, yet not succeeding, I have lost myself. And yet I still do not blame him. I mocked the woman and men who stayed in relationships when they just weren't happy. I couldn't see how they made themselves stay, how could they be so stupid. And then I realized this was me. It's not like I needed to be told I was unhappy or even the reason for my unhappiness, yet I stay and wait desperately hoping that one day he sees me differently. I didn't just wake up and become someone I hate, It's been a process in the making, one that I could have stopped all along, but I never did and now I don't know how to be anyone else. I've let myself becomes so broken down and the only thing left to fix me is something I'll never get...his love. I disgust myself, and yet I still do not leave...

#6758 i confess that i am a shitty friend. i have alienated two people i used to consider two friends because i said some thoughtless things on a rough day, which is no excuse. Jacob, Blue, if you guys read this... I'm sorry. I really, truly am sorry, and I want to fix it.

#6760 This is a confession/rant

...I am so tired of people treating me like crap and making me feel like crap because I go a few days without texting them. I mean I am single. I'm not going out and about screwing everything i just get busy with ya know responsibilities. And last time I checked didn't texting go both ways? Like why am I being told to fuck off and go to hell and how pathetic I am because for a few days my world doesn't revolve around you?! I mean for this much trouble you can be my girlfriend or wife but don't come at me with comments from the flames of hell because I choose to have a life beyond you now. Good lawd. These are girls with boyfriends, fiancee's, husbands. It doesn't fall to you to tell me I'm a waste of space. Overreaction much? Can I get a witness here?

"Q"- I have no idea what's going on, but amen, hallelujah, and a sassy Mmmmhmm for good measure

#6752 I confess it irritates me that a guy is willing to go back to his ex and be treated like shit, despite getting his heart broken. Do not settle for a life on someone else’s terms.

#6750 I confess i am not a virgin. Though people still believe I am. I lost my virginity years ago to a girl in college who took advantage of me. She didn't remember as she came home drunk. I was to just put her to bed, but she locked her door and stripped naked in front of me. I never felt so weak in my life since. I couldn't control what happened. And i even though it was...idk i regret it. I was 17 her 23 i wish i was strong enough to resist.

#6759 I confess that I'm tired of your shit. You say that we are cool and you want me to help out with stuff. When we hangout together everything is fine and we get along well. But then as soon as you hangout with other people you talk shit and make up shit about me. Or whenever we are hanging out with people, you treat me like you want nothing to do with me and constantly ignore me. Make up your fucking mind! No wonder I'm a complete asshole to you sometimes. "Do unto others as you would have them do unto you."

#6802 I confess that this page needs more cowbell.

#6748 I think my girlfriend is a lesbian