#7617 My ex-boyfriend Adam fucked my roommate after we broke up, so I had sex with a black guy and the sex was amazing!! His penis is way bigger than my ex.

I confess that this is not much of a confession but more of a thank you. I was walking on the sidewalk from Fayard towards 4 dollar parking and a girl was running in the opposite direction. She smiled and waved at me which immediately made my day. Before that, I was worrying about my future and succeeding in school to make my father proud but she helped me not worry about that stuff at all. The point is, just a smile or a wave could change any persons day and or life. Thank you random girl, for making my day! If you remember me, feel free to comment!

I confess that I give up on applying to over 100 jobs around the Baton Rouge area, since every job I applied to states that I already applied there. The process is ridiculous. You have to fill out all the same information that is on my resume and take meaningless tests such as: Do you get angry easily at work? Strongly agree, agree, disagree, or strongly disagree... 200 more questions to go. I have decided to go do an apprenticeship as an electrician. A college degree means nothing anymore unless you know somebody high up or have 2-3 years of experience. The only people I know that got jobs got them because their dad owns the business. I graduated in Finance which is heavily statistics based and I got a great internship in the health care sector dealing with financial statements. However every job on indeed.com and monster.com requires 2-3 years of experience, SAP knowledge, Quick books, SAS, Series 7, Series 66, and CPA or CFA. Why does Southeastern not teach SAP, SAS, etc.? I believe everyone should have an internship and should learn some basic programming. I am pleading with you all to look at the jobs online and see what they want. You are competing with people who are not just right out of college, but with people who are 40 years of age with 10-20 years of job experience. Your GPA is meaningless, since mine is a 3.5 along with an accounting internship and no one cared. It is germane that you as an individual to change the way college is teaching you. If you don't have an internship and you are a senior than you are shit out of luck. Even if you are a 4.0 student it is difficult. I have a friend who is an engineer and who can't find a job. So, don't think it will not happen to me. Unless you have your daddy to thank who owns a business. One family asked me where I worked and I told them that I am looking for a job and that I recently graduated in Finance. They said oh my niece graduated in management. How is it going for her it is good she works for her dad. I should have told him that I am self employed, so that I won't look like a loser. It will not be lying since I do own an app business however I only sold 50 apps on the Google play market, which I made less than $50. I taught myself programming, however nobody cares about that either. I would go back to school for Computer Science, but I am getting married soon and I don't have the money, and I need a job so I will be an apprentice electrician instead of a computer programmer. My kids will however have the opportunity to either go to school for nursing, engineering, or computer science or go to a technical school.

Here is my confession. I am broken, and unsure of my future. Sitting here, I can't help but think that I should just leave and never come back. Though where, I do not know. Every passing minute feels like an eternity, staring at my phone, waiting for something that I know will never happen. I am gay, and I have a hard time with relationships. Never been in one, because for one reason or another they always leave. Guys grow tired of me after a while and then give me the cold shoulder, when all I need is some in-person closure. It's gotten to the point where I would rather be alone than have the chance at being happy. All of my friends had said to dump him and move on, and maybe I should have listened. He and I had been talking for about 2 months, up until last Friday, when he and I had an argument over a simple miscommunication that seemed at the time to send him into silent mode. I thought nothing of it, as I prefer to forgive and forget. No word since. Things had been slowing down lately and I would have been alright with us being just friends. Until a friend sent me a picture of their conversation. Now I had told him how I felt about him and he was fine with it, but seeing their conversation made me realize that he didn't care about me as much as he'd said he did. I called him but after a while it went to voicemail. Left a voice message asking him to text me. But looking at my past experiences and how this one has decided to treat me, I know in my heart that I will never hear from him again. He'll be too coward to unfriend on Facebook or unfollow on Instagram, just leaving it there as though to mock me until I can't take it any more and do it myself, at which time he'll write me off as crazy to anyone that'll listen. But you know, given the chance, I wouldn't change anything. When I was with him I felt like I could do anything. If he was texting me while hanging out with his friends, or taking my debit card away from me so he can be the one to pay for my hot chocolate, or even walking me back to my apartment despite the fact that it was forty degrees outside and (extremely) windy he could very well just turn around to head the much shorter distance back to his home. I regret nothing. And nor should I. I loved him, and the time that we had together was special. This world needs more love, and we should all love each other more openly. I shouldn't be afraid to tell someone that I love them. He may at some point even read this and realize it's about him. To you, I say thank you. For everything. I may never get the chance to tell you that in person, and you may never know. It was wonderful, and brief. And I say to you, general reader, that I love you. You are appreciated, and you are loved. And please don't lock yourself away from the world, because a beautiful mosaic isn't complete without every little piece in place. My confession is that I love completely and openly, and I will do so until the day I die.

I confess that this is not a confession but I do feel like I need to say it. Lately there have been a lot of people saying that they are depressed and suicidal on here. I just want you to know that life truly is worth living! I've been there I know how a lot of you feel and I really want to put myself out there if you need someone to talk to. I can't honestly give you advice because I'm not a licensed therapist but I can pick you up or meet you somewhere and have a beer, watch a movie, play some video games, and just talk and hang out. I won't preach any religion to you or try to get you to tell me your life story if you don't want to, but your life does matter and I want you to know it! If you ever need someone because you are depressed or considering taking your own life please just comment on this post if it makes it to the page saying you want to talk and I'll send you a message on Facebook. If not then I'm giving the admins permission to give out my name and you are more than welcome to contact me!
Like I said I'm not a licensed therapist but sometimes you don't need that, sometimes you just need a friend and I have no problem being that friend anytime you need it becuase your life is definitely more than worth it!

I confess that alcohol isn't the answer to anything but to everything.

I confess that the hoes are the mansion are so thirsty they be holding signs by the side of the road the read, "SPEND YOUR PELL GRANT REFUND HERE!"

#63 I've been really busy doing a lot of bad ass things today, like jaywalking and running with scissors. However, I made time to confess one more thing. I confess that I need to try harder. I need to be more bad ass in order to become the bad ass that Southeastern deserves.