#23962 Long shot but, Emily H, you were at the corec today, running on the machine next to me. You left a bit before I finished, but when I did I noticed your Purdue ID beside the treadmill. Waited a bit, but you didn't seem to be coming back. I turned it into the front desk, hope it doesn't cause you too much grief! You were killing it!

Confession: I have massive self doubt on my body image. My mom died the first week of my freshmen year and I was absolutely distraught. I put on happy face for classes, but at home I withered spiritually and began to put on more weight than I had ever had, thus only fueled the problem and I started to think I was ugly and unlikable. I've slowly fought my way out of it and come to terms with her death now two years later, running when I could on lonely trails near my house because I was too self conscious about myself. Recently I finally felt comfortable running at the co-rec. I like to think I'm making progress, but some days it takes all I can just to get to the machine. When I'm there though... I can just kind of focus. I drown myself in music (rip ears) and just kind lose myself in the workout. It's a food feeling, but my legs don't run long enough to make it last as long as I would like. I step off tired, sweaty, and disappointed with myself usually, my body in the shower a constant reminder of what I allowed myself to become. Maybe it will get better.

#23961 Someday we will all be dead, rotting in some hole 6 feet under. That is the inevitability of all of our lives. It is the one thing we all have in common. So take what joy you can out of life now an never let go. Always listen to your heart and think with an open mind.

#23960 I HAVE AN INSANE CRUSH ON ARYA STARK. SHE IS GOALS <3

#23959 Can I leave the planet now? Young woman shot on stage, a gay nightclub shot up, countless other shitty things going on, and the public, that said they would stand together, has divided in the face of sjw, in the name of blatant racism, in bigotry, in playing the blame game, nobody gives a fuck about anyone anymore they're just bored with life and have Facebook as an outlet, the dream mlk Jr. Had has gone away, shit even when muhamad Ali died, half my newsfeed was either, "celebrating a draft dodger," or "a week ago you said fuck all Muslims, now you're posting everything for one" like how fucked up does our society have to be before they realize they are the problem? Plus I really want to get the fuck away from this shit hole, I can't stand the intense amounts of stupidity and retardation going around.

#23958 I've never had a surprise party...or a regular birthday party for that matter. I'm 21 years old.

#23957 I drank four bottles of wine last night over the course of 10-12 hours. Never done anything like this, I usually never drink but I wanted to relax and it felt relaxing enough and next thing I knew it was morning and I went through four bottles of wine, champagne, etc. I'm a big guy, I never felt totally drunk but am concerned about the amount I drank. It is now 8:15 at night and I haven't slept in over a day and cannot get comfortable at all. I have been seriously anxious all day and vomited a bit and feel totally numb, anxious, depressed and tired but can't sleep. I just looked up how much alcohol consumption is too much in one night and it looks like I definitely went crazy with how much I drank. I feel cold, hot, and emotionally zombified. Is this something I should go to a hospital for or could this wear off by tomorrow?

#23956 This is just to thank my new friends, who took the initiative to get clicked by an anonymous photographer! Makes me proud that they felt good! Since I have only two pending requests, I'd be glad if more people show interest! Comment below and I'll PM you. (Y)

#23955 What kind of Mechanical engineers dont like Iron Man!

Confession : I am judging they are bad engineers with no fascination for technology, fictional or otherwise.