#24372 If you agree to a position that has you starting at a certain time, why the fuck don't you show up at that certain time?

#24371 Why the fuck is everything basically different forms of racism now? Like for medication, one person fucked a lot of people so let's blame every single compost in medication, and say big pharma is the problem. Let's show 20 clips of white police assaulting black people and say all police are fucked up... Like how hard is it to place blame on certain people? Ok so officer so and so shot a black kid in cold blood, so riot there, not the fucking interstate... Riot the police station, not your whole town, why does this God damn generation have to spread bull shit everywhere?

#24370 Just saw a car of white kids hurl racist insults at an Indian/ Pakistani guy near Owen. Cmon guys it's the 21st century

#24369 Pheromones?
It's like fuck perfume.
O.O

#24368 Isn't it nice when your close friends start to seem like they are distancing themselves from you and forming another group that excludes you? Absolutely delightful, I might say.

#24367 Maybe it is self hate, but I just feel like due to my past history as an abuser of relatives, friends, potential romantic interests, dogs, (mostly emotional abuse aside from when I threw my dog off a porch and broke its leg when I was five), my chances of finding true love are pretty much over. I'm not lonely, to tell the truth, I'm used to the feeling of being alone.

And as much as I hate reality - I prefer to live in a fantasy world of games, movies and internet - I have to view it as truth. The reality of how our thoughts and actions affect the environment around us. Believe what you want, that is just fact. Our personal realities may differ and are shaped by our likes and dislikes and experiences and choices. I happen to like being loved, and not in an egotistical way, but a real way. I like to make people happy. I don't like making assholes happy. I don't like being around assholes. I am an asshole half the time, and that is more than enough garbage for me to deal with in life. And that's not a judgement as much as a fact for the most part - in life you tend to attract what you are in terms of how good a person you are. Maybe one day I will have an epiphany and be a better person, but it may never happen. Whenever I try to act kind and sensitive it tends to make people uncomfortable.

So that's why I've decided to make three things my primary focus in life: 1) earning steady income, 2) finding a one room apartment or studio flat, 3) bringing my stuff with me and getting a medium-fast internet connection. That's literally all I want out of life right now. No SO, no parties, (but maybe I'll invite molly over now and then to pick me up) but mostly living by myself in my own place with endless stuff I am passionate about to keep me from being bored.

Even though I dream of traveling the world, going to parties, having sex, I would also be content with living out life as described above. Seems like for now it is the best solution to me not being miserable and not making anyone else miserable. And there are much, much worse fates than that.

#24366 I have a drinking problem and have been trying to recover. In a month of sobriety I have felt more lonely, depressed, and alienated than ever before. I don't feel like I have a single friend right now because it is so difficult to find other students not interested in going out partying and to the bars constantly. Anyone have any suggestions where to meet people or want to be friends?

#24365 Someone should really take control of the Purdue Secret Admirers page.