#24580 I wish I wasn't loveless, sad, depressed, full of anxiety, and so much so that it effects my whole system, like I can't even really to people without my lungs shortening, i cant get excited for anything (i can still get hard, I meant more like I need something to thrill me) idk if anyone else ever feels this way, if you have then comment to let me know, but i feel left behind, and unloved... My family talks to me, but it feels more out of necessity than love or wanting to, my old friends have already asked me tons of things when I'm coming back and every time I have to say, "chances are really great that I'll never be able to move back." then I just hurt more because out there someone remebered me, and took the time to talk to me, and all so I could let them down too... I look back at life and what I've done, I let outside sources beat the ever living fucking piss out of me, depression beat me past the point of giving up more times than once, and I've given up on so much stuff in my life that it sucks... Its not even the hardworking that sucks about it, it's that I don't have any passion for anything, i dont have a reason to wake up, i dont have a goal in life... The worst thing is that it beat me so much that I don't even try to get ready anymore, I just get up and go, no shower, no combing my hair, im brush my teeth, cause morning breath blows, but still... I need something to wake up for

#24579 Mother fucker comes to work, mother fucker sleeps on the job, mother fucker doesn't get yelled at or reprimanded... Dafuq kind of bull shit work place is this

#24578 I wonder if Snowden is banging any Russian chicks.

#24577 I bought a generic home pregnancy test on Ebay from China and after using it my strip stated, "Lol! You should have sucked his dick!" I'm not buying generic anymore.

#24576 I always looks at the recommended serving size of every food I buy and just multiply it by two.

#24575 I don't understand why we are forced to choose between our career and our grades? I mean isn't it ironic that the reason for us to go to college is so we get a good education in order to get a good job/career? But yet engineering departments don't cancel classes during IR and other career fairs so we can actually find a career. We are forced to choose between career or grades. If we choose to go to class we miss out on the opportunity to get a job. If we choose to skip class to attend the fair our grades suffer and that will reflect on our resume that we have to present to companies and they will not hire if you have a low GPA. It's fucking retarded. IR is only Tuesday and Wednesday every year and you only have engineering classes on MWF so is it that hard for the department to just cancel classes for one day so we can attend the fair? I'm confused here, would Purdue prefer us to have good grades or actually have an opportunity to find a job? Just proves that Purdue and other colleges are profit organizations not an educational institution.

#24574

#24573 I was just doing behind the back shoulder press standing, and when I cleaned the bar over my head my bowls let loose a horrific fart sabotaging my set.