#24613 As the title says I am completely alone. Loneliness is killing me. As introverted as I am, I just can't deal with the fact that NOBODY wants anything to do with me. When I say I have no friends I mean that 100%. I don't have a single friend, not even an acquaintance. I'm so alone that most days I don't even use my voice (unless you count crying). I'm going to be one of those people who lies dead in their apartment for months before anyone discovers the body. (I'm not suicidal, even though I should be)

I'm in my mid 20s and my depression has lasted for over 2 years with no end in sight. I'm pretty sure it originated from the constant rejection and bullying I experienced in school. Tried therapy multiple times. They just took my money and offered nothing. So I tried self help. All self help resources suggest "reaching out to a support system"... "a strong network of friends and family is key to your success". Well, fuck. I don't have a support system!

People always say "you are not alone"... But I AM. Why was I cursed with horrible social skills, anxiety issues and an ethnicity everybody judges? I'm a good person; I may be shy but I always treat people with kindness If I had a real friend I'd be so loyal, I'd love the hell out of them. But instead I just repel people. being invisible. Is anyone else just 100% completely alone?

Thank You for reading I really needed to let these thoughts out before I have a nervous breakdown.

#24612 My worst nightmare is posting sone crazy confession as my facebook status by mistake !

#24611 I am feeling like to be considered a prestigious school after 100 years we, in Purdue need to start building secret societies.

we should have some of the best kept secrets of all time which world would try hard to reveal.

I am thinking of a call-out in next couple of weeks. It is going to be a secret. So attend every call-out instead of applying to companies for internship.

Afterall you are getting chance of becoming part of the history. You can build your resume anytime later.

#24610 When you will go to class on Monday, it can be stressful, not so funny, not so interesting lecture but...
Take a moment to look around and to acknowledge that you are living one of the best periods of your life.

When after your 4-5 years you will be in a job, these years are going to be with you as memories forever.

#24609 I laugh at people who say Trump is scarier Hillary Clinton... She literally bought off B. S. Bernie Sanders, who held on tight to his ideas (for nearly 50 years), up until the money came in... Think about it, if Hilary can get Bernie to not just drop, but to then to have him endorse her after at least a 6 month smear campaign, that's scarier than Trump saying, if you're illegal, imma send you home...

#24608 WE MADE IT TO JIMMY FALLON SHOW!!!

#24607 No doubt about it, i have to get a punk rock girlfriend... For the last decade my life has been waiting to meet someone who I like a lot, and no matter what only 2 women ever peaked that... One was basically punk with a proper girl image, the other was a drop dead sexy Cuban chick... But today I got back to the hostel from riotfest, there's this skinny chick, pink hair, amazing personality, amazing taste in music, we spoke for about an hour, I tried not to come on strong because that's horrible and she had a ring on her ring finger, but she was alone... Anyway, that just got me thinking that I need to go after what I like, and laid back, amazing personality, amazing taste in music is what I like.

#24606 Who is taking Chm 333? Do you like the class?