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#24668 I have the biggest crush on Liliana P

#24667 How should I deal with snobs? Any suggestions.

#24666 Tag the person who you think is the hottest guy in Purdue

#24665 Does anyone confess something and then respond to your own confession?

#24664 So in horror movies white guys run into danger, black guys die first, and one white women stays alive...

#24663 I’m 29 and never made it to second base.  In Jr high, when I started gaining weight and losing all those fights I didn't want to be in, the girls all seemed disgusted to share the same air as me.  That probably had an effect on my self esteem, I guess.

 In highschool during class this one girl who was like a less functional, bi-polar Angelina Jolie (looked like her at least) invited me to touch her butt.  Luckily I remembered advice from another kid I met earlier in the semester who said she was known for doing that to trap you into unwittingly sexually harassing her. She had a nice butt and my hormones were out of control back then so it was difficult to show restraint, but I did. 

There have been many times since gradeschool through college when I've received signals from girls communicating that they're into me (footsie, punches on the shoulder, flirting, whispering sensually in my ear, asking to help with tutoring at their house and they end up being the only one there and not at all interested in class work, burning incense, etc) and I have always been terrified of it being a test to see if I would cross a boundary or something.  

I mean, I am very physically unattractive and not very bright and can't imagine why any female would go out of their way to try fooling around with me.  If they are so desperate to resort to fooling around with me, what does that say about me?  What does that say about them? I don't want to be anyone's mistake.

Oddly enough, in retrospect I realized several girls (including my Jr High history teacher oddly enough) actually were interested in me.  They must've been, I just couldn't tell at the time but their interest seems so obvious and genuine when I replay those moments in my memory. I still think many were testing me though, but it's very difficult for me to decode in the moment.  A come-on directed towards an ogre-like cretin like myself?  Or is it a test to see how I treat women?  The latter seems much more likely most of the time.  Anyway, since I'm comfortable with being asexual now none of it matters, just feel like its interesting to think about how there were several times I was even in those situations.

#24662 I think biopics are the worst. What's the appeal of straight-up biopics beyond oscar-baiting acting exercises to watch a famous person doing an impersonation of another famous person? Are they ever accurate or informative? To my warped mind they always felt like when you're trying to watch a documentary about something/someone interesting and then suddenly there's those cheesy dramatized re-enactments w/ actors because they ran out of interesting footage. Feels like biopics are like well-made, feature-length versions of those when the more accurate info would be in the documentary, I dunno.