#25109 I don't know how else to say this other than it feels like I've run out of feels to feel. Like I've felt every emotion I'm ever gonna have and now all I'm doing is re-emoting the same feelings, the same way a drug addict might try to chase an old high and never really feeling it again. I don't know if it's the medication, my diet, my disappointment in myself for failing in my career, or if maybe this is how it was always supposed to play out, as though my emotions were intended to fade over time. It started happening in my mid twenties and has gotten worse. My psychologists increase medication and try other medications, and aside from the brief window of feels I get from xanax (which I am thankful for), I stay pretty much the same or get even more zoned out. Not sure what my options are now.

#25108 I have no friends. I tried to attend some events to try to meet people but it turns out everyone who attends, attends with their friends and I'm left there by myself feeling awkward. I guess I'll just be a loner.

#25107 If Trump wins Indiana, I am transferring from Purdue, moving out of Indiana and never coming back. I can't live in a racist state.

#25106 In class I studied abroad in one of those villages on the late night infomercials (i forget which one, just know it was the one with the kids who look overfed). The thin privilege and fat shaming I experienced over there is disgusting and they didn't even have a mcdonalds or pizza hut for christsakes.

#25105 I took a Classics class for an easy-A. I currently have a 100% in the class and have no idea why people are taking this as their major. Seriously, the stuff is completely useless and doesn't give you any valuable skills. And the classes are so easy it doesn't show an employer that you're smart enough to get through the classes because a middle schooler could get straight A's in these classes. I try not to look down on Liberal Arts majors, but after taking this class, it's become really, really hard not to.

#25104 I have this friend, who's his info the environment, which is awesome, but she played this meme song the whole ocean is fucked because of fukishima or whatever the power plant is that blew up... I said, relax, the ocean will be fine just don't go by Japan, then posted a link showing the most recent updates on it... Her friend comes in saying you fucking dumb ass, the article shows your that the power plant is fucked... I'm like what the fuck did I just put down? Before I'm at work she's liked her comment and said, there, end of discussion!!! So I looked, and I'm like, I guess it's true women in packs stick together since I said the power plant was fucked, but the ocean isn't...

#25103 I met a really attractive girl outside the chemistry lab building today, but I didn't get her number because I was running late for class. She said she was a genetics major, and all I can think about is unzipping her genes...

#25102 So this chick just started at my work, first thing she says is I can out lift you, i was a college athlete, and I said yeah, probably... But let's give it a go... She was stunned...

To clarify, I'm 5 10, 250lbs, fuck tons of fat... She's about 6ft, 145lbs, in great shape...

So we get to the gym the next morning, stretch, drink water, and begin... We go to the squat rack, she puts a 45 on each side and does 10, I do 10, then she puts a 25 on each side, does 10 more, I'm watching her do these, her ass maybe perfect, but she bullshitted every one... So I go in there do 10 and knock em out... She's starting to get passed, takes off the 25lbs ones, puts on another 45, can only do 5...i knock out about 8, hold it, and do 2 more... I said, does this mean I won or what's next... So we do the bench press, and my weak and can only get to a 45 in each side... She beat me there... But I beat her in the dead lift... So afterwards we go to get sushi, and she's all embarrassed about losing... Long story short were workout partners now, and get along pretty well... Oh and we're dating