#31281 I cant seem to focus on my work or work through hard problems anymore because I cant - I dont know - I just cant seem to really concentrate and solve them anymore. I dont know. Is this really it for me? I used to be able to do a lot of this previously.
I am considering suicide at this point. I feel like giving up on everything. I used to persevere well - I did it through depression, crying through courses and just passing because I felt that I could not do them, through trying to make my startup happen, publishing a paper during Junior year of undergrad, and getting research projects. Now all of those are falling because I cant seem to do things anymore - I cant perform for some reason because I just cant concentrate. I may not get into graduate school. Since I cannot perform anymore throughout this semester, maybe its really time to commit suicide.
I dont know what to do at this point. I feel as if I cant do anything. And I have no one to talk to because I'm just not close enough with anyone else - I only have a few friends here. I cant even bring it up in front of my parents because I know they'll walk it off and just shout at me for not keeping my grades up. I dont know how to handle this and this crisis is tearing me apart to the point I'm considering suicide as an option.

#31325 Please help me find this girl! Her name is G######, she's a blonde in some sorority and she's a junior. We rescued a cat that someone had hit on the side of the road today and took it to the emergency room! In my haste I didn't realize you left your keys in my car! Comment and I'll find you!

#31324 I have a feeling I will never be good enough. I’ll always be the last choice.

#31323 I don’t know if it’s a problem that’s specific to Purdue, but guys don’t eat that many fruits and vegetables, which is kind of gross to me. They just eat refined carbs and meat

#31322 If you wear a shirt that has the word "Alpha" on it, chances are you're not alpha

#31320 International Grad students in Industrial Engineering? I have a friend who's considering doing his master's here in IE and I need some input on what it's like, for example, how easy/hard it is to get a job after the degree, funding etc. Comment and I'll dm you.

#31319 I’m having a huge problem trying to work on assignments and now I cannot even focus or motivate myself to work on them. It’s becoming a huge problem because I really want to get into grad school but every time I’m trying to do an assignment now, I cannot focus on it and do it. I don’t know how to fix this and I’m desperate for options at this stage because my grades are getting ruined.
Please help by just commenting something useful I can do.

#31318 Lol so I'm just sitting at a bar thinking about this year, then this dude comes up and challenged me to a drinking contest, like dude, I'm just... oh fuck it. So I go over to his table, his friends surrounding us, "10 shots of fireball!" I look at the dude, like fuck you man... but do it anyway. I got through 3 before my throat burnt, he got through 2 before giving it a sec... i stare him down, chug the next 2, and smile... i chugged down his 3rd then as he began to vomit I jumped out of my chair missing a lot of it... I asked him, why challange me? And why fireball if you can't keep it down? He said i looked lonely, and figured it was a good way to make a friend, so i exchanged numbers and became friends on facebook, tomorrow were doing round 2, but with Jack this time