Saturday, 21 October 2017 06:47 AM
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#28509 I genuinwly dont know if I know how to have fun anymore and I would give anything to be joking. Im overworked, I wake up everyday running to the finish line but every step forward I fall forward a little more. Im just trying to reach that finish line before run myself into the ground.
During the rare occurrence im not busy with schoolwork all I can do is climb in bed and curl up. I dont play games, dont have time to read for fun, watch movies or anything. Ive been invited to a few parties but I cant stand parties, I hate dancing, extremely loud music, over drinking, I cant exercise due to person medical issues. To make it worse all my friends just faded away over time. They just stopped talking to me. As the cherry on top CAPS just made it all worse even after seeing several therapists.
I just want it all to stop. I just want to be happy again, to know what its like to hug and kiss another human being. I want to have someone I can trust again so they can be my friends. I know its stupid but I am extremely untrusting (not the right word but you get what im trying to say) and I cant be friends with anyone unless I trust them. It takes me a long time build my trust in others because of how many times ive been used by my best friends and family.
I just want 1 fucking person I can trust, 1 person that wont use me. Some to be my cheerleader, someone to be ecstatic when they see me, to have them rush forward to hug me.
If I could receive just a little happiness for Christmas I would never ask for anything again...
Saturday, 21 October 2017 02:34 AM
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#28508 I’m just tryna find a cute girl to watch it’s always sunny with that’s not too much to ask for right
Saturday, 21 October 2017 01:24 AM
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#28507 I want a boyfriend but all the people I have liked but everyone I like do not like me, I have no clue what to do. How can I get out there and meet people...
Saturday, 21 October 2017 12:03 AM
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#28506 My friend is married to a guy but I’m 100% sure she’s gay. I know this because every time we go out she blackouts and tries to make out with me. I’m a girl.
Friday, 20 October 2017 10:58 PM
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#28505 On no moon's night, the John Purdue statue yawns at 12 am
It's so scary .
Please avoid the quad on such days.
Confession : there was someone sitting on his grave last night. I am having fever today due to that. The place is haunted.
Kay be that's why IR sucks it happens right there.
Friday, 20 October 2017 07:54 PM
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#28504 IT’S DATING WEEK. Single or not. Put this as your status and whoever likes or reacts with a ?? wouldn't mind being yours.
Friday, 20 October 2017 06:30 PM
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#28503 I've noticed that a lot of people tend to use this page to confess things they're struggling with, and a certain few individuals are consistently rude when responding to these confessions. I don't think they realize how much these "playful" comments can impact people in these low or questioning states.
Yes, you can call me "sensitive" or whatever the hell you want, but the lows that I've experienced, those "playful" comments would have stung deep for me and only made what I was feeling worse; so if viewing me as "sensitive" helps protect someone else from a rude comment, so be it.
Friday, 20 October 2017 05:50 PM
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#28502 We're living in a society. Societies should have standards. Saying people are free to do whatever they want, fine, go ahead, but that doesn't make it right.