#7782 I’ve always had a passion for wildlife photography but I haven’t always done the smartest things to get a good photograph. One example would be when I was 15 years old and just received my drivers permit. I was driving down a hill with my dad when I saw a fox cross the road. I grabbed my camera and immediately decided to chase after the fox. The problem was I left the car in drive and the car began to slide down the road and almost crashed. Luckily my Dad was sitting in the passenger seat so he was able to keep the car on the road and put it into park. He wasn’t all that happy when I came back and I can probably say that wasn’t my smartest decision.

#7781 One time I was sitting at the Purdue pharmacy with a friend waiting for my prescription to be filled. There was a pretty girl sitting across from us and he and I were whispering and joking about how to start a conversation with her. My friend said all I had to do was start a conversation over a topic which would get her attention, then ask her opinion. So I asked my friend randomly “What do you think about gay sex? Like what are your thoughts?”. Definitely got her attention as well as everyone else in the room but I don’t think it was the broad kinda topic my friend was looking to talk about.

#7780 I'd really like to thank the sober at SAE on Saturday night who I talked to for a bit. You were extremely nice and I wish you luck with pledgeship.
Thank you for chatting with me (:

#7779 Am I convincing myself that she is the perfect girl? Am I tricking myself into thinking she is the girl for me because in my mind she is the one that I know if I brought her home to work to the mall to another country the world would approve of her because shes perfect. But its not a question of is she perfect but is she the perfect one for me. Beautiful smart and those big brown eyes are enough to make me melt to peaces. And I know I used the wrong peaces but its perfect for me. Because im not literally falling to peaces but all of the peace I have goes into chaos and my state of mind is no longer peaceful. Its full of love and confusion and affection and admiration. But is. She. Perfect. For. Me. She doesn’t want to travel. She is organized. She has her entire life figured out and me? Im the furthest from organized I want to travel and all I want to do is wing it in life because the most spontaneous beautiful things happen to the people who don’t plan it and so far my life has been spontaneous and beautiful. Yes she is beautiful but she is the furthest from spontaneous. Ive been told “ opposites attract” but my sociology teacher told me differently. And ive been told being imperfect is perfect because perfect is impossible. So maybe shes perfectly imperfect for me. But I don’t know if ill ever know. Because shes out of my league. The harder I try to gain her attention and to say “You are a flower.” I know that she wont understand what I mean. What I truelly mean is you are this beautiful thing worked on built up to be this strong radiant flower that blossoms in the sun and hides her beauty from the darkness. Because if she were to blossom in the night god would pull her from the ground because there would no longer be a need for the sun on earth. And as I say you are….i lose my words. She gives me that skeptical unreadable look that makes my mind fall into chaos. My internal voice screaming what are you thinking? “What?” you would ask. And all I would answer is nothing and smile than ask you whats your favorite color. Random I know but I want to know everything about you from your favorite memory to your favorite color. What you hate what you love what scares you every single thing. Because once I know everything then don’t I know you? But whats the point??? If we are so different how will we last? If youre out of my league how will I have a chance. If we do fall in love and this rugged path of life pulls us in different directions I will always have a part of me gone…maybe forever. And when you’ve seen a second sun the first just doesn’t seem as bright.

#7771 What if..
…love isn’t real
…god was just a man?
..music is telling a story in another universe?
And someone somewhere is telling your story?
…we all saw different colors?
Or nothing at all?
…if we all thought like children?
and just felt with our hearts?
…Im just crazy?
Or the most sane
…we were all crazy?
What if…
…we just shared
…didn’t fight
Or die
Or hate
…that was boring?
…and we all want to fight?
…we had no names
…there was no music?
…our tears were sweet?
…we knew who people actually are?
…we all knew our selves?
…I told you im lonely?
…I said its on purpose?
…we were all loners?
…or afraid of strangers
…I said that moment is now?
….I said I hate Society but
Love people?

#7770 #7714 comment below and we can cuddle soon

#7778 To the Pi Phis at SAE on Saturday night... wow. RATCHET.

#7769 I just got out of a two year relationship and wish I wasn't so shy bc some of the guys on here seem really genuine. I wish I could go on a date with one of them sometime...