#9067 I want to try out to be a purduette so bad! But I'm so scared that I'm not good enough

#9066 There is something wrong with me. I have guy friends and guys that enjoy spending time with but I can't see myself starting a relationship with anyone. I want a relationship but I don't and it seems like an endless struggle.

My confession: I act like I'm hosting a cooking show when I cook in the kitchen. My two dogs are the best audience and they always love my food.

#9065 My goal is to find a girl who likes to travel the world as much as I do.

#9064 This morning my sister sent me a text asking me if I knew a boy by the name of Devaun who had gone to our high school. I told her I did and I remembered him as being somewhat of a bully to me and to others. In fact I told her how much I didn’t like him. The last time I had seen him was a couple months ago 2 and 1/2 years after I graduated high school, at a local bar in my hometown of Chicago. We started having a conversation and he joked with me about how I had gotten bigger than him and that he wouldn’t be able to take me in a fight anymore. At the time, it felt empowering that a former bully acknowledged me. He even allowed me to sit down next to him and a group of his friends for a bit. I reminded my sister that he dated a girl that really bullied her in school. My sister acknowledged that I was correct but talking about him and his former girlfriend is not the point of this story. My sister informed me that he had been drinking alone on his balcony the day before Saint Patrick’s Day and that he fell off and died. It made me think about all the comments I said about him. He may have bullied me but I do not wish death on my worst enemy, and I do know this boy Devaun touched other people’s lives. People can change in short periods of time and it’s quite possible that Devaun wasn’t even remotely the same person he was in high school. I don’t even know if his death was a suicide considering he was drinking alone and fell off his balcony which had high railings. All I know is that I truly feel sorrow for his family and I hope that he is in a better place.

Devaun RIP

#9063 I decided not to go to Vegas with my friends for Spring Break and instead went to Ft. Myers to be with family.

My confession: I couldn't be happier.

#9062 I know a lot of people talk about being alone on here and it gets old, but I've never dated anyone and even after meeting some incredible people during college that I was almost sure liked me, I'm starting to get the feeling they really don't(didn't) and it really kills me inside. I never realized how much it could hurt from someone being kind to me.

#9061 After being broken up with in one of the harshest ways I can think of two months ago, I find myself really interested in a guy. The last relationship I was in was a fairly long one, so now I feel like whatever I do is the wrong move. Even not saying anything is wrong! I don't want to say something stupid and chase him off, but I think I'm a little detached from the "pre-relationship" phase. He also got broken up with recently, but if whoever I'm thinking of happens to read this, I want you to know that I'm fine with taking things slow. I just want to know if you're interested because I simply can't go through the pain again.

-Girl that builds rockets with you

#9060 I need to find a girlfriend by next spring break because I have a free week stay at a resort in Colombia from travel rewards points, and there's nothing I want more than to spend a week on a Colombian beach sipping drinks with a lovely lady.