#9243 Anyone else hate the feeling of looking at someone and getting sick to your stomach? All because you used to love that person. Mind, body and soul. They were your everything and now they're nothing but sweet memories. That sick feeling for me roots from knowing what that person is now. How much he has changed and how much respect he no longer has for me. It's all my fault though.
The sad part is I'd do anything for him. I'd be there whenever he needed it. What's even more sad is that he ruined me. I can no longer trust anything a guy says. Anytime a guy even looks at me the only thing I can think is that they just want to get inside of my pants. I close myself off from everything because of him.
I just want happiness again. Without feeling like I need a guy in my life to make me happy. I just want to find peace. I want to not care anymore. How do you simply just stop caring?

#9242 I'm the type of person who's always been committed and in it for the long haul whether it be school or personal. It's slowly been killing me because none of my friends or anyone I ever date is the same way. I feel like I'm better off alone, but it just gets so lonely and depressive being isolated. It's hard to tell whether the pain of being left behind or being alone is worse these days.

#9241 It scares me because according to statistics, 20% of asian american men today will not be able to find a spouse of the opposite sex.

My confession: I am an asian american male and the fact that I am only attracted to white girls and white girls tend to only date white guys makes me feel like I will be in that 20%.

#9240 Any adventurous female wants to travel on a budget with a cool Asian guy during the week after spring finals? (looking for an awesome travel partner). Like or drop a comment if you are interested :)

#9239 I can't help to stare at girls working out at the Corec.

My confession: I don't know what to think about girls that wear makeup while working out.

#9238 Every time an attractive white girl works out next to me on the mats of Colby, she gives me a glance (but never a smile) then proceeds to put on her headphones like she disapproves of how I look. #theasianstruggle

#9237 I am addicted to soccer . I was a regional player back in my country . Then came my job and stress . I lost playing since 3 years , started smoking and fast food . Gained some bad 20 pounds and lost stamina .
Fast forward 2 years :Played a match in intramurals and my addiction is back .
Where do I start ? I want to play atleast 3 , 4 times each week . People here only have matches once a week . This might not be the best place to ask this , but comments always appreciated !

#9236 is there any point in going to college if you are not happy with what you are doing or what you are becoming