#31546 Ever since my dad left when I was 6, my life has been such an emotional hell hole. I didn’t notice until I was older, but I had trouble starting relationships and maintaining them; my longest one was maybe a few months until I was cheated on which made things worse. I have a fear that everyone will eventually leave me, and that I mean nothing to them. Now I push everyone away, even my own family, and as of yesterday my girlfriend who I just broke up with. Anyone who tries to show me love I end up pushing away because I know it’ll hurt more when they leave. I feel like such an idiot for doing this and am too scared to even see a therapist. I don’t think they can even help me.

#31545 To the girl who was sitting behind the wall of ITAP desks in HICKS at 9:00 Thursday Oct 18

You are so beautiful and I wanted to tell you that but I didn’t know how!

#31544 This is a test

#31543 I've been cutting a lot of whiney fuckboys out of my life lately and I feel so much better and recommend every girl who's going through fear and mental illness right now do the same. Why does society at large care that much about straight white dudes who experience mental illness? Severe depression, emotional exhaustion, needing to vent about life being hard? LMAO, like how fragile can you possibly be to choose to feel that way and not only that but "vent" to people who have experienced ACTUAL hardships and are being affected by what's going on in this country right now? Narcissism is a mental illness, sure, but explain to me how that is not a personal problem again? Oh, wait, you can't. Enjoy that emotional labor. We sure did! Bye bitch!

#31532 Being a minority is being asked what work restrictions you have by recruiters even though you are a citizen. Then smiling and laughing acting like its not offensive because if you get offended, there's no chance you will get an interview or a job.

#31538
Lately I've started to become addicted to going into attractive couple's homes via Air BnB, checking in during the middle of the night, and masturbating furiously for the rest of my stay there.

I don't assault or sexually harass them - I just go into my room of their house and jerk off. Sometimes to the sound of their voice when they talk. Often I hope to hear them have sex (hasn't happened yet, but it is definitely a possibility that fuels the hype to keep doing this.

There's just something so fucking exciting about going into THEIR house and doing this.

But as I pack my bags and leave the following morning, some dread and remorse sets in - do they know? Is this unethical? Will I look back on this moment decades from now with complete shame?

On a scale of 1-10, how problematic is this behavior IYO?

#31541 I'm tired of companies who claim they are an "Equal Opportunity Employer" yet when you click on the "Our People" page, their employees are all white not one minority. I'm not even talking about the CEOs and GMs even all the engineers are white. Hmmmm

#31540 I don't if you disagree but being white is absolutely a privilege. It's easier to find jobs and also find a girl. Society works in your favor. People are more trusting of you and are more likely to strike a conversation with you in public versus colored counterparts.