#9684 Two of my roommates are complete ass holes, its people like them that cause other people sadness, they are bullies

#9683 I think ENGR 132 is making me depressed. I shouldn't say depressed, but it just kills my motivation to learn, my professor especially doesn't help because I can barely understand him and the TA's aren't even clear of what's going on in the class half the time. If I have a question it's never answered clearly and all the "smart" kids in the class are rarely ever willing to help. The only things that really help are the online modules but I'm not paying $40000+ To learn from videos. I understand it's a "weed out" class but this shit is ridiculous.

#9682 I'm an asshole to people because I'm afraid to let people too close to me. I can only handle so much heartache. I feel awful everytime I do something terrible but I can't help but to be afraid of much it will hurt when I get stomped on by the people I care about the most. This has happened so often that I rather just explore the world ALONE.

#9681 I used to think the women of [] were beautiful and classy but pretending to serenade a fraternity as an April Fools joke is terrible. You have no right to think your any better than us.

#9680 I want to feel alive. I want to experiment. To do things that I normally wouldn't do. I'm in college, it's time to get a little wild right? I want to get a little tipsy and try my luck out with a girl whose willing to do the same and experiment... hmmm.. like and if I get the bravery to do so, I'll message you!?

#9679 My girlfriend gets mad at me when I leave her and go lift instead. Are these priorities equal?

#9678 >Be me at 15
>Having Halloween party at my house
>Have to invite my aspie 9/yo cousin Alvin
>whenever Alvin comes to my house all he does is insult me and tell me his stuff is better
>He's going off on his aspie rant on me and bros
>Gf and her friends show up to the party
>Alvin is instantly attracted to her, follows her around whispering "Jamie Jamie" all night
>We set up halo 3 on the xbox
>Alvin freaks out, tells my mom and my mom makes us put the xbox away
>I go check on Alvin
>Alvin is playing in the office away from my friends
>See he's drawn a picture of him and my gf holding hands titled "Alvin and Jamie in love" while I'm some angry "doo doo head" in the background
>thatsenoughyoulittleshit.jpg
>Tell him he's about to see something really cool
>lock him in the office
>Get gf by the office door
>Start heavily making out
>Loudly smack her ass
>She's moaning and I stick my hand up her dress and start fingering her
>Keep in mind the door is one way glass so Alvin can see out but she can't see in
>Alvin is banging on the door
>Convince gf it's my dog and she goes back to the party
>I unlock the door, Alvin is visibly crying under the desk
>Still whispering "Jamie Jamie" albeit in more of a whimper now
>I look him dead in the eyes and say "she'll never love you"
>rip his drawing in half
>walk out

#9677 Why even try to date anymore? Meet a girl and she's awesome. We text for a while then she just stops responding. I just want a girl that I can spoil.

My confession is I think I love this girl. Fuck.