#10215 Right now I'm having a really difficult time with the many challenges life is throwing at me. I feel worthless all the time. I don't understand how I will ever find that perfect someone and I am actually having lots of challenges with school as well. Sometimes I think about what it would be like to just end it, how people would feel, if anyone would really care... I know it's just a rough patch and I'll get through it, but there really have been too many times where I'll be crossing the street with oncoming traffic and want to stop and give up. Sometimes I feel like it's never going to get better. I choose not to give up because I know that I can make it through it. I could also never knowingly hurt people I care about by doing so. I'm not making this post for people to tell me to go get help because I know I'll be okay. I'm making it for those who are feeling the same way. Don't give up. <3 It may be rough now, but you're loved and your future is worth it.

#10214 I've noticed that my roommate farts often and idk if she is expecting me to laugh or she doesn't realize that she ripped one. Idk how to react so I just act like I didn't hear it.

#10213 I pick my nose and it it

#10212 I'm just tired of all this bullshit. I feel as if no part of my life is going anywhere. It'll be a mediocre semester academically, my bad luck with the ladies continues (mainly my fault, but I can barely bring myself to care anymore), and my circle of friends is shifting in a very odd manner.
If I can remember any part of this semester after Grand Prix, I did something horribly, horribly wrong. I just want this semester to be over and to be done with all this constant bullshit, at least for a bit.

#10211 Something I think everyone should watch:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ux6r1cP23RA

Have a great day everyone :)

#10210 There's a girl who I passed on the way to class every day freshman year that I still think is the most beautiful girl I've ever seen at Purdue. One day we both made eye contact and smiled and every time we passed each other from then on out we smiled and said hi. I tried to muster up the courage but I was so shy back then that I never got myself to do it. Then I was in a relationship for a year so the very few times I would see her I wouldn't really care because I was committed. But now that I'm single I wish that I could see her again or go back and say hi freshman year just so that I could know if it would have worked out.
Moral of the story is don't be afraid to talk to someone if you think they will be worth it. Or else you might have to live with wondering, "What if she was the one?"

#10209 I'm actually afraid I might fail cs235. Mcfall is a dick who never teaches anything useful. He is never in his office hours. If I email him for help, he just says "use these resources" with insteuctions to use the text or call Pearson education. I failed exam 2 because I haven't been able to learn anything in the class. I simply go through the motions. And the grading system screws me over because even if I think I did it perfectly, the computer finds something I did wrong. There are no tutors at all for the class. Everyone says it's an "easy" A, but I would be happy to get a C. Wtf...

#10208 Ain't it fun living in the real world???