#13903 You know what sucks? The fact that I started off knowing EXACTLY what you were. I knew what I was in for, and after some time, I caved knowing that if I was honest with myself, I knew friends with benefits wouldn't go anywhere. And then of course you start being nice. And I start having feelings for you, despite you CONSTANTLY telling me that you hate emotional women, that you basically only enjoyed us for sex. So, great. I'm coming home each night wondering "Why doesn't he like me? I'm pretty. I'm smart. I'm nice. I've got a good body. We have lots in common. So what is wrong with me?" So we find ourselves in a situation beyond our control. And that gets resolved, and we're back to fucking. Until I realize I can't keep up this charade of pretending I never gave a damn about you. Because I did. I cared about you more than you could ever realize. And I wanted to be the girl who gave you everything you deserve, because some part of me knew.. thought? you deserved to have someone care for you. I wanted to be that someone. So I gave it all up, with the hopes that maybe you would consider me as someone of value. But it sucks. You can't commit to anything. Or anyone. You can't be a one-woman guy, can you? So I left. I left, and I tried moving on, almost believing I had. So why am I crying? Why am I still feeling worthless? Why do I still want you, even though I know, deep down, I am far too good for you?

#13886 I'm a sophomore in engineering and I always thought that engineering was for me but after this semester I feel like engineering is not for me. I don't enjoy it at all. I can tell that other students in my class do enjoy it. It's not the difficulty I don't care if its difficult if I like it I will still study hard for it but i'm at the point where I don't even want to study for it and it's not what i'm passionate about. I would switch out but problem is that I don't even know what to switch to.

#13789 There's life underground...

#13788 Many times I just want to beat the shit out of some motherfucker, preferably a mugger or asshole. But then I remember I am small and suck at fighting and choose the path of peace.

#13790 Hey, remember that time Michael Brown robbed a liquor store and punched a cop in the face? No? Well what about this: remember when Zimmerman was aquitted and you didn't strike? Please explain to me the principal difference between the two shootings

#13787 I worry irrationally that my boyfriend wil cheat on me. But it's more a reflection of how I see myself than how I see him

#13786 Tristan Boyles:
Your calculus 1 binder is in rec 123

#13785 My dreams consist of eating a five star meals, smoking a blunt, and getting a blowjob all at the same time. Am I a bad person? No-- I'm just too broke for that shit.