Monday, 06 July 2015 02:57 PM
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#16943 Long ago I lived in San Diego, and met this amazing women, I fell for her, unfortunately I was supposed to enlist in the army a month later, so I choose not to get attached, I have to say it was the start to a lot of stupid decisions on my part. Choosing to join the army, listen to my mom, get lied to, living in a place where every nightmare I've ever had came true, but I never forgot her. Then one day I got a reply from her, for the first time in 5 years, she wrote hey, and after bumbling through my lack of social skills I said I missed her and she said she missed me, her Facebook said she lived about 350 miles away, so I asked if she wanted to go out some time, n she said yes.
I am now writing this after the date in my hotel room, she's here too and were watching tv... I can't help but admit that this is the first time in years I've been actually happy, not grabbing onto a sliver of happiness to lie to myself but real happiness. Like idk hour to describe it, in family settings I always felt judged, I felt like a tag along, someone who's just there because I have to be, or someone who's there too help my mom n grandma actually move, but not an actual part of the family but with Darla it's different, with get its like she wants me to be arid n I want to be around with her too...
For the guys Who will inevitably show up, she's plus sized with an amazing body, the most amazing dark blond hair, emerald green eyes, and a kiss that nearly gave me a heart attack out of excitement.
But I have fear too, she's 350 miles away, and long distance never really worked for me, but I think it's because she's the one...
Monday, 06 July 2015 11:07 AM
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#16940 To the confessor who posted about the Malaysian guy: I have close friends who are Malaysian, and am concerned when I read your post. I don't need nothing else, but his initials (or his FB profile's initials). He may not want to be known, but if I'll leave you to decide since you're the one who has heard his story.