#18806 I miss the old history channel

#18807 I really miss my ex, I masturbate at night thinking about him, and end up crying until I fall asleep, can't help but feel pathetic about it

#18808 I've been watching all the vines my ex posts, because we always shared the same humor and I miss having someone to laugh with

#18809 I had a chance to date a guy rhat looked like skrillex, but I didn't because I thought he looked too much like dib

#18810 I would much rather watch a human get tortured or killed than see an animal

#18811 I'm going to wear a scarf every day so I won't have to wear a bra

#18812 "Don't let being single be the thing that keeps you from being happy. That's like not letting yourself be happy because you don't have a ferrari. A ferrari is nice to have, but just like a ferrari, you don't need a significant other to be happy."

Those were the words I lived by before I met my first girlfriend. After things ended with her though, I've been trying to live by those words again, but it's so hard. I don't know why. It's been over a year and not having a significant other still bothers me when I know it shouldn't. I have a lot of reasons to be happy, but whenever I get "too happy" my brain automatically starts wishing I could share my happiness with someone, then I get sad.
I was happier before I had my first girlfriend. Back then I wanted one, but I didn't care if I had one or not. I just want to be like that again.

And no, I'm not the type of guy to have one-nighters just to feel better. If I like a girl, It has to be a full relationship or just be friends. Anything in between just isn't my cup of tea.

#18813 How do you deal with People that make plans & never follow through or message you to let you know what going on?