#19037 hello! so this isn't really a confession it's more like venting haha. I am in a long distance relationship and I have been for two years and I have been dating my boyfriend for almost four years (he is two years older than me). I love him more than anything and I'm not going to quit on us because he and our relationship is worth it completely. I just sometimes get really scared about the future. not that I think he will change his mind or that I will change my mind but just scared. I don't really know what else to say about it honestly. I'm not really sure what exactly I'm scared about but knowing that we still have 4 years of long distance left is really scary sometimes. and like I said I am not saying at all if I am wondering if I want to be with him or not because I know without a doubt that I do. I guess I just needed to let it all out to a group of anonymous strangers. he's amazing and he lets me vent and he is always here for me even though he is a few hours away but I feel bad that I have to vent to him all the time. thanks for listening/reading!

#19036 Last year I learned it was easier for me to start a club than it to get a date with a woman (sarcastically laughing). Actually I haven't found anyone worth dating since I came to college.

#19035 I feel so empty. I want to be dead.

#19034 My ex thinks Jeb Bush is a cutie. I thought she was more of a Huckabee gal. hmph

#19033 I'm so happy to have a great friend

#19032 I can't wait to see you... soon

#19030 I have a huge crush on a guy who is in a wheelchair. My friends make fun of me for it, but tbh he's so sweet and am I weird for not even considering his paralysis a turn-off?

#19031 It drives me fucking nuts when people want to say Purdue West Lafayette and all other Purdue campuses are the same thing. They are not. Nothing wrong with going to any of those campuses or any other school for that matter. But I go to the Purdue with a 2.5ish average GPA and have to bust my ass day in, day out to get my degree when I breezed through high school. I've taken a few summer classes at different Purdue campuses and they are jokes compared to over here. I won't be shoving it in your face unwarranted, but if you try and tell me we are going for the same degree, you will get shut down.