#21446 I like seeing interracial couples, it makes me feel like I have a shot at dating a non-Asian girl

#21445 I just broke up with my first girlfriend after learning she had been using me to get back at her ex. At the end of our conversation she admitted she slept with him. For the record, I told her that I could wait until she was ready. I've never been good when it comes to this type of intimate stuff and have been rejected multiple times, but thinking I was in an actual relationship made me feel more happy than I've ever been in my life. But now I am at rock bottom and I don't even know who I can trust or if I can ever truly recover from this. I need advice.

#21444 I just want to live in a world full of flowers and rainbows. I'm sick and tired of seeing people be mean to each other. We are all in this together (: Confession: Maddie turkopolis is my Purdue crush. Has been since freshman year. Hit my line girl (;

#21443 So I've been 10 months sober from all drugs... Last night I licked Molly of a friends clit at 7 in the fucking morning.... I shouldn't be allowed to drink.

#21442 I'm really tired. My birthday was a few weeks back and not a single one of my friends texted me or called me or gave a damn. Recently, a couple of my friends found out that I was battling depression, and that caused me to have a mental break down and cry in front of them. The news of that spread among the individuals in my social circle and no one is talking to me anymore - they don't want anything to do with me. I just feel like trash tossed to the side without anything to look forwards to except for maybe burning in a giant furnace. Christmas whizzed past, New Year drove by, and I'm more alone than ever now. This upcoming semester is, or supposed to be, the toughest semester in my undergraduate career - the weed-out semester. And I'm going into this without any support whatsoever. I've tried CAPS in the past, but after a few months of jumping between counsellors, I was told that they are not equipped to deal with my problems. I'm done. I'm tired and exhausted and really don't care anymore. I've forced myself to get out of bed every day, go through a morning routine, and get my arse to class. I forced myself to keep my commitments, attend events, and create a social circle. I gave myself 'mental health days' where I allowed myself to cry and not go to class, and I cried a lot on those days. But I darn well made sure that I ensured that I achieve stellar academic results, because I do need a life to fall back on once I beat my depression. The only problem is that it feels like I'm doing all this for naught. I've been battling depression for almost a decade now, and it kept on getting worse. It's not that I'm always sad, it's just that I'm unable to feel happiness. Everything I do is fake, there's no passion or love behind it, I don't put 'heart' into the things I do, I just do them because that's what it takes to function in our society. But honestly, I just want to sod off and die in a ditch somewhere.

#21441 I don't like how we have to pay to register our rc aircraft every three years to fly at parks, that's bulshit

#21440 Conducted an experiment. Didn't text any of my "friends" happy New Years. Instead I wanted to see if anyone would text me. 0 texts. Yay. Lemme just go off myself cause I doubt anyone would notice.

#21439 Had maybe 16 drinks and 6 hits of weed. Did not feel anything... until I got home and puked in the bathroom. People are not happy about the smell this morning.