#30780 I’m a bit overweight and have been going to the corec often trying to get in shape. Lately, I’ve been seeing the same guy there every morning, with sick dreadlocks and never any headphones on. After I struggled with my last set and was planning to leave embarrassed with myself, he walked over to me, didn’t say a word, but gave me a fist bump, walked away and continued his workout. Thanks for that silence, but powerful motivation dude. I really needed that

#30779 Is it just me or is black panther so boring that I almost fell asleep watching it?

#30788 Every day I think of her and ever day it hurts, as if I had boulder in my throat and an anvil on my chest. Before she passed I was dating, well attempting to anyways, though without literally any success. Now that shes gone, theres nothing I want more than to throw all my walls up and push everyone away, because it feels like I dont deserve happiness because I never told her how I felt. She always knew how I felt though just as I knew how she felt. We purposefully avoided a romantic relationship.

I know you are able to love more than one person romantically and I know no one ever replaces the part of your heart that another holds but rather helps mend the hole that the other person left behind when they passed. I know love is never something instant, its somethong that grows over time and sometging that has to be nutured and cared for. I know shed be pissed at me for throwing up the walls to block others out and I know its not healthy to put the walls up for as long and as high as I do so I am try not to put them up.

I just feel lost. CAPS hasnt helped this time just as theyve never helped in the past. I will never fully heal from her loss, the hole will just keep getting smaller but never entirely closing. I can hear her in my mind telling me to quit my bitching, get off my ass, and to find a woman to swoon and treat her the way she deserves to be treated, to make her a little more whole (not trying to imply you arent whole if you arent in a relationship, just that you feel more complete when you have the person you love in your life) just as shed make me feel more whole. I just wish I knew what I was doing. I hate going to bars and really loud, packed, and active clubs (can you tell how much I avoid them by talking about them like someone who never goes?). I like places that are calm, on the quieter side, and where youre senses arent being assaulted every second. Before she passed I couldnt randomly approach a woman so I had to use tinder, without success. But now? I just dont know what to do literally. I mean at least through tinder youd be paired with someone if they swiped right on you. I wish I had someone to introduce me to others. I know how stupid and pitiful it sounds but I have too much to handle on my own right now as is, I wish for just one more time, I had someone to help me...

#30732 @30711 Can I please take you out for a coffee? I am super-lonely too!

#30787 I met this guy at a party years ago. We have had sex a few times since then, in a friends with benefits sort of way. But lately we have gotten super close.... bestfriend-close and now I have feelings and he’s only vaguely told me he feels the same, it is his actions that show me that he’s into me. I want to push the feelings alway because what if I’m wrong and I lose the great friendship we have? In my mind I know it would never work out because he lives a few hours away. But we also have this amazing connection whenever we see or talk that I feel would be great in a relationship. I want him so bad and I can’t describe how he makes me feel, and I feel stupid for even wanting him in the first place.

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#30778 Just banged a hooker... safe to say I'm over my ex

#30769 I’m not like most girls :- most girls