Sunday, 14 February 2016 08:00 AM
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#22246 When my bestfriend of 4 years confessed to me, I accepted him - because I didn't want to ruin this friendship. I did like him, but not that kind of 'like'. Not even a month into the relationship, I found myself in love with him. We've been together and deeply in love for 2 years now, and he's still my bestfriend. He still doesn't know about the truth though..
Saturday, 13 February 2016 07:21 PM
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#22241 Why don't some of u single people who complain about not having a date just simply focus on doing homework and studying for midterms on valentines day? I mean there's a huge amount of work to do here anyways, and ain't nobody planning on getting shitty grades.
Just a thought that may help u guys/gals.
Saturday, 13 February 2016 06:34 PM
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#22240 I don't usually post on this. Hell, i haven't been on this page in forever, but due to some recent happenings in my life, the general atmosphere which surrounds the ides of February, the general disappointment I have with myself, my life, and my experiences, and the jealousy i feel when I see my childhood friends having the time of their lives while being successful has driven me to pen down this rant.
I feel like absolute shit and get pangs of jealousy when I see my childhood friends, who are having the time of their lives at a different university. I feel like absolute shit when I think about how my life is going. I feel like absolute shit about how mother nature is hell bent on bending me over backwards and fucking me over again and again. the pain of not having anyone whom you can seek comfort with, share your struggles, curl up in bed next to them, share my happiness (or the lack thereof). I feel like shit when I disappoint my parents, when I disappoint myself. I hate myself for bringing me into the situation I am in right now. I am very much single, and I want to have a girl with whom I can share everything: the good times I have, someone to talk to when I am feeling down, someone to come home to, someone with whom I can do different intoxicants and explore myself even more. Fuck, I am sounding like a whining little bitch, maybe I am one, but fuck me I hate my life. People tell me that I should be thankful for I have, and yet don't believe me when I tell that I am. They do not know how I feel, not being able to accomplish whatever I want to do. They don't understand the underlying problems I am facing, yet they want to tell me how to live my life. They don't know my internal struggles, they don't know the fact that I have tried to kill myself on multiple occasions. They don't know that I have tried seeking help, but that was of no avail (looking at you PUSH and CAPS). They don't know what kind of shit I have seen in my childhood. I think that even my closest friends don't know what kind of person I am, since I am so used to putting on a facade and a fake smile plastered on my face, tricking them into thinking that everything is fine in my life, but its not. I guess I have to just suck it up and keep living like this for the rest of my life.
Saturday, 13 February 2016 05:32 PM
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#22239 Petra Ghicu, You are single handedly the most beautiful girl that I have ever seen. Your smile sends chills down my spine. I have had a crush on you ever since I first met you. You know who I am, however you have shown no interest in me. It kills me. I wish you the best and pray that whoever is lucky enough to marry you, realizes just how blessed he truly is. He married an angel.