#23569 You hurt me when you flew away. We both knew you would, and It's making me sick feeling like this all time. I want it to go away..I want it to go away so bad.

#23568 Woo :) bulls on parade

#23567 So there is this girl I really like (yes even love), but I'm just her friend, which is cool because I just accepted it and dated/fwb another girl I like but who isn't ready for a relationship... Well the girl I like, Amy, sent me a text saying heyyy, I immediately got excited because there was a meme saying "hey means hey, heyy means come over and heyyy means hey naked with me right now..." Well fuck whoever made that because I got excited and broke that seal... Got told she really cares for me, but isn't that into me, so I go on our out with the fwb chick, Erica, who asked me why I was feeling diem, so I told her and boom, no more seeing her either because now I'm "emotionally wrecked" fuck this generation, fuck everybody, fuck feelings, fuck the selfishness, fuck the uncaring nature of every single person these days... Like why does everybody have to avoid emotions these days?

#23566 I generally feel like I care about nobody else. It makes me really curious whether or not I can actually kill someone without thinking twice about it.

#23565 I can't tell if it's because Grand Prix just ended or it's because finals are coming up, but y'all are depressing as fuck with these confessions.

Happy Confession: I am starting to realize that I am relatively liked and accepted people down here at school. I just need to make a point to ask them to hang out and do things, because they will likely say yes and/or counter by inviting me out another time. This gives me even more to look forward to next semester.

#23564 To the guy that was walking his dog today, I definitely should have asked you what your name was too. You are Rocky are both cute. =)

#23563 It hurts so much knowing that today might be the last time I could ever see and hang with this guy when I've only met him twice this weekend.. There have been too many people that come and go in my life because my family moved out of the country a lot. I thought I'd get used to it, but today was the first time I've felt this feeling again in so long.. I've been crying since this afternoon but I doubt he feels the same way..

#23562 I caught major feelings for a kid I considered one of my best friends. But I was friend zoned which sucked, but I still held on to hope. Now he is talking to this girl. And it is killing me on the inside. I don't think I have cried for so long (weeks) over a guy who made it quiet clear that I am not his type. I now actively avoid them. I am not even mad at him. I am made at myself.

Actual confession: I believe hope is for the naive who haven't had their heart smashed by foolish dreams. Also, when my neighbor and her boyfriend have loud sex I blast "Ignition (Remix)" by R. Kelly.