#23809 I have to use good pantries. I'm so embarrassed to admit it but it has gotten to a point to me paying for my meds I need to not die or pay for food. My friends don't get it and say I'm using the system, but if I stop all my money goes to bills, school or my meds, that would leave me about $5 left per pay check for food. I've never felt so terrible about myself, I just am trying to get through school!

#23808 Our first date, we hit it off and soon became inseparable. But it was too much, too soon for her and she ended it abruptly.

I'm terrified it meant more to me than it did to her, and that in the future she'll think of me as 'just another guy she (briefly) dated'.

#23807 I am in an awesome school, great major, got a job that pays well. Yet I still feel something is off. Especially when summer begins, all the emptiness rushes in. I don't know what's wrong with me and I am scared.

#23806 What do you do when you just can't stand anything? I watch tv, get pissed at everything, eat food, get pissed at it, type this, and have it autocorrect everything to piss me off even more, sleep, get a head ach and get pissed, shower addand get pissed, and idk why I'm like this is so weird

#23805 Messed up my GPA last semester, so the probability of me getting an overall GPA over 3.5 is virtually nothing. But today something miraculous happened,yes you guessed it right - I got my security deposit back from Granite. No one believed me when in me when i told them this could happen. Where are the haters now?. Never been so motivated - going for that 3.5 #Anythingispossible

#23804 A year ago, I went through a breakup. Nothing particularly special about it, but I probably went through the wrong path of trying to distance myself from my past and all memories I had with my ex. We met in marching band, and the breakup led me to very nearly quit music several times. Even though it's an integral part of who I am, the memories are painful, and it's easier said than done to just "deal with it." My biggest worry is that I'm but a shadow of my former self, because I've tried tossing away such an important part of who I am. Despite that, the truth is that I love music. I love singing badly to my piano playing. I love accompanying other better singers with my piano even more, and I hate losing the way I normally communicate with others by putting up a facade that I don't like music. I know that this won't get much, if any, attention, but that's exactly why I couldn't bear to instead post this on my main social media accounts. I'm more petrified of how my friends and family would see me if they knew, over a year later, I'm still held back by one girl, yet I still need to get it off my chest somehow. Since I'm not the first, I may as well not be the last one to post about a breakup on here.

All that said for anyone who's read this far, I don't want to run away anymore. I practiced piano today for the first time in months, and I will continue to because I want to confront the fear. The shit moments in life are the ones that we grow the most from, and I have been too fearful to confront it for the longest time. I wish everyone well, and I hope noone feels pity for me. I don't want to seem a narcissist, but I hope that this may help someone reading to fight their fear as well.

#23803 People say they don't like games and want others to be straight forward, but most of the time people are put off by talking about feelings especially in the beginning of relationships

#23802 I had my wisdom teeth taken out today. I was worried about being put under and saying funny things or acting like an idiot like all those youtube videos. Instead I just broke down bawling my eyes out to the nurse and confessing that I think about suicide a lot. Oops.