You know you are a true ORU student when you know what song comes next in chapel and I will give you an example

If they sing: Draw Me Close, what song comes next......you been there four years if you can name the person who usually sings it

I'm thankful for anonymous sites like this. I'm gay and haven't admitted it yet, and if the slew of gay related posts on here aren't fake, then I'd like your help. I don't know if I am okay with being me one day and a controversial subject the next. I feel like that's all I'll become once I come out: everyone's gay friend or someone's project to one day help switch back straight so God rewards them or something. I also hate being fake and having all of my girl friends set me up with girls and taking girls to room mate dates. I know I come across as stereotypically straight. I'm kind of disappointed by the fact that there are probably a ton of other guys here that are just like me, but can't admit it. And I still have a hard time understanding why God made me this way, then said I can't be gay. I was never molested, I went to private christian schools, and my parents always taught me it was wrong and are still thoroughly disgusted by gay men. I chose to "train" myself to look at women, watch straight porn regardless of me never once watching gay porn, pray earnestly, and ignore my impulses. At this point, I get angry every time I see an ex-gay individual, because I know they're lying in some way. I held them as role models, and realized over time that it's not true. You can't just switch orientations like that. I'm honestly jealous of everyone else that doesn't hate themselves every time they get turned on. I'm angry at god for making me this way, because i know it's obviously natural. I don't know whether it's worth it to come out or just live the rest of my life pretending. My faith is the most important to me, and I don't want to be forever seen as some controversial fake Christian and not a spiritual leader.

I wonder how many girls out there have or have at least thought about hooking up with another girl...

I believe in evolution and I'm a Christian. I have to admit I get really embarrassed every time i hear a creationist try to refute evolution. I would say refusing to believe scientific theory is my number one peeve when it comes to Christianity.

The MOG hotline bedtime story teller has a hot voice. Who are you?

Im not sure how many people read this site or take it seriously, but I've wanted to express this for awhile. I got married at nineteen and don't regret it, even if people assume otherwise. However, it's my senior year now and I honestly want to warn people who received abstinence education like I did instead of sex ed. Contrary to what they teach you, you don't magically figure it out when you get married. You need proper sex ed. I didn't even know what an orgasm was until I was married for an entire year. I had no idea I wasn't even having them, and that only a few women can ever achieve one during intercourse. Instead, most get them during foreplay, which we never did. On top of it, I thought looking up sex positions was wrong because it was viewing other people having sex and needing help must mean something is wrong since abstinence classes taught me you just magically figure it out. My utter idiocy in believing that somehow having a marriage ceremony makes you ready for good sex now embarrasses me. I know a lot of people will obviously crack up reading this, but some people saving themselves who never had sex experience probably need to hear it. If you don't properly learn sex, you're going to assume for years upon end that you're doing it right, and you're probably missing out on actual good sex. I've never regretted marriage, but I regret assuming sex ed was bad, because that's what so many Christians assume.

I never remotely had an issue with porn until I kept getting blocked from basic news sites as adult material. Then I tried to see if I could actually find any porn sites that weren't blocked to make a point that ORU's kiddy internet blocks are useless. Eventually I thought of it as a "challenge accepted" kind of thing. Then I started actually watching the porn. Now I can't stop watching it. I got addicted to porn because of the internet blocks.

I want Brandon Richards to have my babies.