Y'all need to calm down with this obsession with bananas. Last time I brought bananas out at Cafe Mac, I got swarmed. I turn my back for a second and dozens of bananas have disappeared leaving nothing but confusion and despair that I now have to go open an entire new box of bananas. Seriously, I blink and every banana that has ever existed at Macalester College has made it's way into the stomachs of exhausted Mac students. I swear, if we were in a zombie apocalypse and any of you turned undead, you wouldn't crave brains...you'd just want bananas.

I wish people could be more non judgmental at macalester and accepting. I told my friends the truth-- that I've had sex with my sister a number of times. Everyone now hates me and looks at me different. Love is love though and I am a human like anyone else.

The essays I've gotten the highest marks on were written the night before with A LOT of wine. I feel guilty when I hand it in with a hangover, but the guilt vanishes when I see those A's.

Whoever you are, water2wine, "thecoon", "Macalestertroll" if you wanna comment some shit. Stick your name by it or gtfo.

So... bi, and uncomfortable talking to people about it (probably underlying fears about rejection from friends or them treating me differently). I'm not close to anyone else who is / the other people I know probably think I'm straight because I'm so uncomfortable talking about myself... But, what's going on is that I like another girl who says that she's straight but she's never dated anyone, and I feel like I'm invalidating her by being hopeful that she's not, but also having a hard time getting rid of the feelings and also even just being more open in general about myself :(

I'm just another rich white Mac kid but instead of spending my money on like traveling to Germany for a year I buy a whole fried chicken on UberEATS, eat it over the course of 2 days, and then complain to myself about how fat I've been getting

Whenever I'm down, people tell me that looking at baby animals helps. I wish it did. Because when I do, I just want to be a baby animal. A perpetual puppy. That way people will feed me and I'll never have to worry about paying rent.

I feel so far removed from the person I was when I started at Mac. I feel stronger, and more confident in myself. I just wish that I didn't have to go through so much pain and trauma to get to this point. I'm greatful to be who I am now- I just wonder if I could have become the person I am without these experiences.