#1550 It's really lonely here. So many cliques. It's hard if you're not tall, blonde, rich and hot.

#1549 I am Alone, not lonely; sick of war gaming potential relationships with the opposite sex. Sick of the same tiresome conversations which are platitudes built on society expectations of what is appropriate for Christian kids to do; which more often than not is answered with good and/or yes. These are questions that lead nowhere and in my mind are quite inane. I am tired of being told how many friends I have when none invite me to do anything the week we get back from not seeing each other for three and a half months. I am frustrated that I can tell what grade someone is in by their demeanor. I am irritated by the brevity of life and those who do not live it or engage in hard things or fun pursuits. I am exhausted by the amount of clarity that has been afforded to me, and the microscopic impact I am having on other individuals. I am weary of putting on a mask seeming convivial while secretly pondering if anybody else thinks past the superficial clutter of the day. How do I look? What’s in my Netflix queue? Pinterest; I love Pinterest. Ok, so I only check Facebook when someone else is boring me, when I get up in the morning and go to bed at night and when I am by myself. The certainty of cliques is practically infallible and yet I confess I rather be alone than be in a group of people and be lonely.

#1548 Being at my new school so makes me miss lipscomb the people here aren't half of what LU students are

#1547 I'm sick of being lonely, but I don't know how to talk to people. I try to reach out, but everybody I talk to is only superficial. I don't know how to bridge the gap. This is my 3rd year.

#1546 Handjob in chapel #classy #blessed

#1545 Looking for a male roommate for next yEar. Must love God wear boots and drink beer.

#1544 NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

#1543 I'm so depressed it scares me