My real names not mclovin. so why do u all call me that?

So many depressing confessions on here.

I have my music really loud in the shower so other girls won't hear me moaning.

I flirt with my eyes in class, I look at a person 3 times, the first time to catch their curiosity, the 2nd time to grab their attention and a third time to give a slight smirk a wink and look away, 5 guys have talked to me because I've done this, 7 girls gave me their numbers. Who said stalking with your eyes was a bad thing?

I just want a girlfriend that likes me for me

where are all the gay guys at i need me a man

I really wish I would have had to back bone to come out to my parents freshmen year,instead I wasted two years in the damp dark closet, and every time I read a post about some guy never meetings others like him I feel like it's people like me that shame our community, instead of help building, it's like damn man we could have been best friends, even soul mates. But instead I cling to the security of my small isolated, closet. Sorry fellas I really would love to get to know more of you, and I would love to party with my lesbian sisters, but I need learn how to love my self before I can even try to actually love someone else. Give it some time I strongly believe that it will get better; I will get better.

My roommate is a total fucking cunt but my friends and I are still nice to her and tolerate her because she could make my life a living hell. She's already a hypocritical and self important bitch who talks shit about my best friends to me, but I don't want to do anything because I'm overly tolerant and I don't want to start a shit storm. How will I tell her I dont want to live with her again next year, let alone be around her next year?