I've had sex with almost 100 guys

I have a great supportive family, a handful of good friends here and at home, but I decided not to rush and I have never felt lonelier.

I really wish the track girls would hang out with other people than track guys because quite honestly most of the track girls are straight gorgeous.

Before coming to Augustana, I was hardly ever singled out for being a "person of color". The fact that I was invited to Multicultural Orientation just because I checked a non-White box on the application is infuriating. I want to do something about it, but no one seems to believe this method is doing any harm. The only "Difference" I've "Discovered" is loneliness.

I don't want to tell my mom that I'm no longer Christian since coming to college because I'm afraid she'll treat me differently and it will break her heart.

I think college was the wrong choice for me. Maybe it's cause I chose the wrong major because being a science major really killed my GPA. I lost one of my major scholarships because of it and money has been really tight for my family. I don't think I should have ever been admitted into this school, but it was the only one that offered a big scholarship and now that's gone. I'm terrified now that this will all be for nothing. I'm at the point where everyone is either getting internships or job interviews, and yet I have nothing to show. I feel like the biggest disappointment to my family, especially when my younger sibling is already working and didn't even go to college. Sorry for the rant but I just really needed a place to vent because it scares me to admit this to anyone, even myself.

I'm afraid that I will never amount to anything because I procrastinated too much and was lazy. I have no one to blame but myself.

I love Jenna. And Maxwell wants to bang her so bad. :)