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Every time I masturbate, I feel like Jesus is looking down on me with shame. I would stop, but I'm addicted. Am I going to hell?
I just want to make a close group of friends at hamline, that
i can have fun with and party with rather than being alone and seeing how exciting other people are on facebook. It's so hard. And I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel like breaking down.
I had sex and after I finished I said " I came inside like a wrecking ball" ... we probably aren't having sex again
Does anyone know the hours the Clarence Nelson Fitness Center (weight room) is open in January? It seems like the hours change too often, and I need to plan a regular workout schedule.
At my last job my boss would constantly drop hints that he wanted "something more" from me. In the beginning I liked the extra attention, the compliments, the nice gestures but then it seemed to take a turn to where he wanted it to go much further than that. He would text me while he was drunk and talk about all the things he'd like to do to me and I was in a really hard place, I didn't know what to say... I mean he was my boss. I didn't feel like I could successfully turn him down without some backlash at my job so I just tried to let it go... While at work he felt me up a couple times and I never said anything about it. I tried to shrug it off, but I really think it did a lot more damage than I'd like to admit. I never reported it, and I've never told anyone. I'm ashamed of it, and I just want to move past it but it just keeps haunting me.
Here are a couple of things I wish I could tell someone, but because I can't I will share them here: Last night I was sexually assaulted by someone who I was very close to, but not close in a sexual manner. I feel really confused, really lonely, and I really could use a hug. I cut myself 47 times because I don't know how else to deal with this pain. Please someone, help me.
I would rather live a life full of uncertainty and spontaneity than a sheltered life with a plush corner office and a pension. Instead of climbing the corporate ladder, I am going to climb a mountain to get a better view of the world.
Coming back to hamline after break, I have realized something. I think being here makes me depressed. Normally, I like to think of myself a an upbeat person, but every time I am on campus, I can just feel myself being surrounded by sadness and negativity. And over this past holiday break, I have come to realize why. There is no place that I belong here. Every person I meet, every friend I talk to, and every group I join all keep me at arm's length. Even when they try to include me, I can tell they aren't comfortable with me there, and that make me feel like a perpetual "odd man out". And no matter what I do, every person at this school does this to me. For a while I thought this was all in my head, and that after break and during J-term things would change. I was wrong. My first day back on campus, and all of the people that I have gotten closest to meet for the first time, they never once try to include me in their conversations, and one of them even actively avoids me for the entire time we were all together, so I left before anyone else did. I guess I am going to be that person stuck in the background, always there but never included. My only solace is that once I leave this school for good, even if I never see any of these people again, I have a place I belong where I feel welcome away from here.