TNTech Confession #22300 - College Confessions

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#2851 I confess that everyday, I hang out with these people that I personally consider friends. I love them to death. However, I feel like I know for a fact they don't feel the same way. I feel that they think I'm annoying. I think my girlfriend thinks I'm annoying, to the point she is bothered by everything I say. I feel sick inside.
I've put on a face for so long, it's getting to the point I can't handle it anymore. I just want to commit suicide. I don't want help, just want to tell people without getting it. I'm beyond help. I know for a fact I am. I've lived with my problem ever since I was born. I've gotten therapy and medicine that worked for a while. It's not helping anymore. I just want to not exist. The people I call my friends and my girlfriend wouldn't care anyway. Someone, please god, kill me.