OSU Confessions
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I don't want to have sex with anyone, and I never have. I've never had romantic feelings before, either. I don't know what I'm going to do. I don't want to go through life alone, but my friends will eventually get married and leave me behind. If I were to marry, I feel I would be just gritting my teeth and waiting until the sex was over. That's not something I want to subject anyone to. I don't even know if there's someone I would love enough to marry. As it is, I keep quiet when the conversation turns to dating and sex. I feel so strange and alienated, and the future scares me so much.