I am 21 years old and have never had a boyfriend or been on a date. I want a boyfriend so bad. But I don't think I am worth it. I am not comfortable with myself. Every time I look in the mirror I cringe. How could anyone love someone as ugly and useless as me? I don't want to think this way anymore, but I can't help it. When people never show an interest, it hurts and weighs heavy on my soul.

went to the casino for the first time, walked in with 5 bucks, came out with 2000